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2011-07-27T09:45:00.000+08:00

Bought kuay kosui ytd before movie, rmb you like that nonya dessert when we still in a relationship.. Wanted to eat it after movie, but when I rch back camp I was tired and too full to eat it.. Then I have it just now and found that it alrdy spoil le.. How do I work out this relationship again? Can anyone teach me..

2011-07-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

Found the missing piece of our puzzle ytd.. Called you, but I dunno wad to say.. I asked ware r u and who you with, which dun think I have much rite to ask now, then u merely reply me you out with friends.. I dunno how to continue. So I hang up.. Then went back camp early.. Much earlier than usual.. Today you ask me about the missing piece.. I dunno how to reply, wanted to tell you I found the missing piece, and actually hppe that will be the key to your heart to open another door for me..but looking bacl at the trouble I did to you that hurt you, I have second thots.. What should I do???

2011-07-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

Until now some part of me still dun feel this relationship had ended.. How I wish it never happen..

2011-07-25T13:50:00.002+08:00

you called last night, i was surprise.. but i really happy that you called.. i always feel like saying i will be there for you.. but i no longer dare to say it now.. but i will still be there silently watching, listening, and pray for you to live better.. be strong i will still be there..

2011-07-24T17:35:00.002+08:00

we broke up.. i really hoping for miracle to happen.. i really love her.. but we are both not mature enough to commit into this relationship.. 3rd day of break up.. went fishing last night with the same bunch of friends including her till this morning.. can't stand pretending to be strangers or just friends with a few words.. love your smile.. always.. still here anytime for you.. let this break be a test to toughen our relationship.. i truly think this way..

2011-04-13T06:37:00.000+08:00

A sudden rush of mixed feeling comes into my mind.. Tears starts rolling..
Do I really have to lost you for this time??

april12

2011-04-13T00:40:00.000+08:00

April 12, marks the end of our relationship that runs for 1yr and close to 10 mths..
I really love her.. But I hurt her.. Why?! Sorry for all that I done..
A lot to say.. A lot I think, a lot I not able to tell u.. How I wish we can start all over again..
This 21mth and 22days we have all our feelings be it happy or sad, sorrow or anger..
its our memory and that's wad I cherish most.. I love you

breaking down soon

2011-03-14T12:58:00.002+08:00

no one really understand me.. you too.. i need to relieve myself.. i really need to..

when i'm sad, who noes?

when i'm lost, who cares?

when i'm happy, who is there to share with me??

feeling like an old hag toking next to you nagging and nagging..

i've been through alot, wad i mean alot, it doesn't mean i gt alot of knowledge input to me..

it means alot of stress, alot of misunderstandings, alot of criticism, alot of days been wasted..

when i want to shout , who will listen to me??

will u?

how i wish i nv was born to this world, it sounds really stupid..

may be i was wrong, but who were there to guide me??

i feel like a shadow and a runner..

i nv speaks, i am besides u all the time (just like a shadow), do you realize my presents?

i will only be seen when someone needs help.. (sound like an hero, but its just zero)

how many ppl really understand how i feel??

2009-12-08T19:50:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since my last blog here.. gt alot of things in mind but not going to write them all here.. its been 5 mths of our relationship.. sometimes i feel our relationship starts to get a little plain.. we seldom talk much on phone.. though the feeling nv changed.. i still can't believe i dating a girl that i wished for so long.. every single morning when i noe that i'm still dating jo, thats makes my day brighten up.. working hard each day in ns not to get rt or confinement just wanting to spend my weekends with her.. got a fever ytd.. now on mc.. unable to attend POP.. will be going for re-route march.. haiz.. why it gonna be me? the feeling really suck when i was told to go home.. now i gonna miss the best moment of my life in BMT.. i wan to graduate with all my platoon mates.. this is the time i wan to complete the training one and for all.. damn it.. anyway.. looking forward going to KL with jo soon.. :)

2009-08-25T20:23:00.001+08:00

THINGS THAT I DONE TODAY
(just craps.. pls dun read..)
-wake up in the morning finding food to eat.. ate prawn noodles
-then sleep and sleep.. feeling so tired..
-went to fetch dad from the airport this afternoon..
-went to jp meet jo and buy some stuffs for the burger..

THINGS DONE LAST SATURDAY
(crapping again..)
- great time chatting wif jo for hours..
- went to esther 21st birthday.. meet up with xiuli and lewis together to go to esther's sis house,
where she throw her birthday party.. quite many ppl attended her party.. mainly is her
relatives... after the birthday cake cutting.. me and my polymates gathered together and chit chat.. its been some time since we guys meet.. then adrain comes out with the idea of sucking the helium gas from the balloon and say happy birthday to esther.. haha quite fun la.. been a long time since we last gather together to do stupid things.. then after that we went to sentosa, actually going to cafe delma, but the weather is bad.. seems like going to rain.. then we went to bikini bar instead.. we get ourself coke and some food.. its weird to go a bar without drinking acohol.. but some of us are driving so we din get ourself an acoholic drink.. then after that we went back.. and the rain is quite heavy.. lol.. ok la shall end here

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!

-1mth plus more will be going to be enlist le.. been thinking alot this few days that makes me so not in the mood.. i will miss my bed, my television, my room, the fun outside, the nite out, the great food and most importantly i will miss her... especially the days with her.. its hard for a guy to say such things infront of his gf.. guys like to act tough.. acting he dun care abt her.. this and that... but actually he do.. very much.. as wad i had mention in my previous post, its like a long wait relationship for me.. waited for so long.. and soon i can't get to see her often.. who noes wad the future will be like.. things sometime gets confusing and more confusing when started to think further.. :(

2009-08-20T00:56:00.009+08:00

we had spend most of the time together this 2 week.. mainly on watching movies.. i mean rent de.. feel quite bad to go home late.. i really nid to learn "how to" for many things.. eg. how to arrange the time to be together and not making her home late.. last sat went to suntec with jo.. i think is the toy exhibits or something.. something interesting.. haha.. thx for giving me a gift from the exhibit.. was like not use to it for a girl to buy something for me.. funny feeling.. haha.. then after the exhibits.. we went for dinner at aston then we went for a movie.. "proposal" thats the movie.. the movie quite funny at the beginning.. but the ending okok lo.. lol.. nice la.. lol.. then went home after the movie.. and that was like 3+am in the morning i guess.. -.-ll then this week had been watching the rest of the movies we rent last week.. lol.. k shall end here le its late:)

and oh ya our relationship is going to come to 2 mths old le.. lol.. quite fast i guess? haha.. and i'm going to enlist soon.. lol.. time flies really fast.. lol.. a blink of eyes i turned 21st.. a blink of eyes i'm with the girl that i long wished to be with.. and a blink of eyes.. oh no i missed alot of things:)

evil1?

evil2? lolthats all for today:)

2009-08-07T00:54:00.003+08:00

went to sci centre wif jo on last sat to watch the davin ci thingy.. missed sci centre.. its been quite a long time since my last visit there.. the arrangement of their little projects had all changed.. we like finding the mirror mirror thingy for the whole afternoon.. dunno ware sia.. the first part was the illusion thingy. and u can find them so amazing.. looking at how things can change in front of ur eyes. and get to noe many things that only sci can explains.. like as if back to those days of feeling curious abt how things are formed.. then went to noe more abt davin ci.. quite cool.. cos like he's someone who likes to invention and likes to do lots of artistic, mysterious and even making music instrument.. why can't he focus on just one thing.. lol.. may be i dun really noe too much abt wad a person he is ba.. lol.. but quite cool to see his invention.. cos i wanted to be an inventor when i was young too.. like so cool to see new things came out from ur own hand.. but i think is a dream that nv work out for me.. haha so forget it.. and besides.. so many inventors and scientist now.. i can't think of any amazing inventions to outwit them.. and is something impossible.. ok .. after that the whole thingy.. we went to SMU then back to pioneer to meet jt, wei and jeremy.. then went to mustarfa makan and walk walk around the mall.. then to rochor eat beancurd.. then to lim chu kang cemetry.. nth much to see there oso.. cos its dark..

and almost all the weekdays feels the same for me.. nth much exciting to tok abt.. k shall end here for now..

2009-07-26T16:21:00.001+08:00

this year NDP theme songs..
wad do you see?

Never been so happy in my life:)

2009-07-26T15:08:00.003+08:00

yes yes yes!! finally after all this years of thinking and planning ways to tell her how much i wan her to be my gf, she's finally agreed to go on a relationship with me.. but wad i previously planned to do and the words i wanted to tell her is gone to waste.. as i really not brave enuf to tell her wad i wanted to say infront of her, besides had been rejected once.. at first i really tried to forget her (almost did it).. but dunno from when, i fall in love with her again.. used many lousy lines just to plan this day to ask her out for a movie with me.. noeing that is my last chance if i dun ask.. i will nv be able to have that courage anymore.. Glad my decision was rite:)

its been more than a month.. time seems to be passing quite fast.. really thx her for being such an understanding lady.. there mite be good times and bad times.. although i really hope i could give her all the good times.. though i noe i cant make everything a 100%.. but i will try:)

thx for everything u have done:)

my life wouldn't be so great without you..

2009-05-21T11:01:00.013+08:00

Had our graduation ceremony on May 15
get to meet those familiar faces, really miss those days of driving out to makan with fellow classmates and the days when we work hard for our FYP and going to T3 to study TH haha... the ceremony was quite a boring one, but luckily it end fast.. manage to take quite a no. of photos with them..

models of the day haha

Then was followed by chalet at sentosa coastal sand resort.. was a last min thing.. actually was piyang's chalet, but until now i still dunno why we go there for.. but treat it as our gathering oso ba.. considered quite alot ppl goin to the chalet ba since its a last min thingy.. first time having chalet with polymates.. shall hang out more often, quite a no. of us going ns soon..

K shall end here:)

2009-05-07T09:28:00.003+08:00

-on 28 of April.. its Ven's 21st bday.. Happy Birthday!!! went on a prawing trip for one hour at jurong hill with ven jo and wei.. we caught very little prawns.. abt 9 of them.. then went to bbq them.. it was a joy to eat wad we have caught.. cos we put in the hard work.. lol.. then send jo back home cos she got to work in the morning.. then went to fetch zaw(one of my poly fren) for supper together with wei and ven.. went to cck, then decided to ask along tiff.. went to the near by kopitiam there to have our supper... then half way thru our supper, ron called.. drinking session again.. lol.. then after send tiff, zaw and wei home, me and ven went to ntuc extra to meet ron and nut.. bought a bottle of wine and some tibits.. then went to my place to have a drink.. then was about 5+am i guess or wad.. can't really remember.. wad time was it.. ven and ron left and thats end the day..

- on 29 April, went np with wei and jeremy to get the graduation robe.. then we went to funan IT mall to get some stuffs.. then to have laksa of lunch.. nice laksa.. then went home to have a rest first.. meet up again tgt with jo and ven at nite.. it makes 5 of us heading to jurong hill to catch prawns.. caught quite some prawns.. bbq them, eat tgt wif the teriyaki sauce that jeremy brings.. after that, we went to boonlay market to have a drink.. then thats end the day..

- on 30 April.. went lunch with jeremy and wei at jp kopitiam.. then meet jo after our lunch.. went to get ven's gift, and follow jo to the clinic.. after that, tgt with wei and jo, we head to np by bus 154.. really miss sch.. and the bus 154... lol.. we accompany jo to get her robe and went to makan place to have our dinner.. miss the food there.. went seng siong at tamah jurong to get some stuffs.. then follow by ntuc extra at jp.. then that ends the day..

- on 1 may.. went movie with jo, wei and jeremy at jp.. we went to watch X men origins: wolverine.. a nice show..

after that, went to my place to slack for awhile then went to 7-11 to have our supper.. lol.. those microwave food.. then thats end the day.. pretty long winded rite? lol

-went for supper on 5 may with cousins.. 2 of them..(one or more consider many, so must put s) huiling and max..A supper that is planned a few days before.. meet them below my blk at around 9.30pm.. max decided to ask his gf along when we are on our way heading to thomas.. so went further up to amk to fetch his gf, then to thomson to have our crispy prata.. on our way to supper we chat alot and crap alot..and discussed about the hottest topic " swine flu".. lol.. anyway this was my 3rd time having prata there.. first time was great, now i dun feel anything special abt it.. still prefer the minced pork noodles over there.. next, we went to jurong hill there to catch prawns.. one of my favourite activity.. we had 3 rods and rent for 2 hrs.. caught not many prawns, but we do have alot of fun.. when we about to end our prawing, rains come and we dun get to bbq the prawns.. haiz. then it was like 2+am in the morning.. so send max's gf home, followed by max.. then lastly huiling.. decided to have a chat at the void deck below her hse... quite a long chat i guess.. it was like till 6+am in the morning until aunt called, then went up to her place to have a chat with aunt.. and left around 7+am.. think we should organize more of this outing.. :) alrite then shall end here..

2009-04-26T23:07:00.020+08:00

23 april: n1 gathering.. thx to nut for opening the chalet at changi safra resort.. the place quite nice.. first day of the chalet.. there's only ric, ron, nut n me.. went to get our grosseries from tampines giant.. and some glasses from ikea which is nearby the supermarket.. bought quite a no. of stuffs.. and ron do the cooking for our dinner.. the pasta was great.. he brought along quite a no. of alcohol too.. lol.. then at around 8+ or 9pm.. jt came.. was a surprise.. to some of us.. fool around for the nite.. had some mah jong n poker games, and a few glasses of acohol down the stomach.. then went swimming the next day.. follow by starting the fire, waiting of ppl, making the food, celebrating ron's b'day.. cakes flying around, ppl running around, water spraying around.. the whole place was in a mess.. then asking some of the girls to stay and we drink some more, and then boom.. i dunno wad happen.. too tired.. i slp.. then around 2.30am.. woke up and saw them leaving... then on sat left only ric, wugui, nut n me.. cleaning the place is the first thing on our list.. clear the creams sticking on the wall and cleans up the floor.. when everything is done, we went to suntec where ric at this time leave for home.. nut went for his trainng, left wugui and me buying some stuffs from carrefour.. so after everything is done, we went back to the chalet.. prepare the food and have our second round of bbqing, but this time is with nut's frenz.. ok, shall end here.. cos like nth much to comment after that.. will post the pic below..

2009-04-22T01:42:00.003+08:00

Summary:

Let's be handsome! - Takuro Oki (played by Muga Tsukaji of the comedic duo DrunkDragon) is a 33-year-old single and gentle man. However, due to his appearance, he has never fall in love before. One day, he confesses his love to his pretty restaurants helper Hiroko but is rejected. The heart-broken Takuro goes shopping and by chance, comes into possession of a magical suit that makes its wearer incredibly good-looking, transforming ugly duckling into super gorgeous model. This magical suit is called Handsome Suit. Can the new Takuro win the heart of Hiroko now?

Comment:

An interesting yet hilarious show, the actor is like born for the show.. he really made the show filled with lots of colours.. highly recommanded to those who are feeling low.. or those who wants to destress themself after a busy day.. the female lead actress, whom play the helper in the restaurant is really pretty.. :) do watch it before u missed it.. go with a bunch of good frenz.. have a great laugh!!

2009-04-21T09:04:00.003+08:00

From last fri to sun was a torture to my eyes.. they can't have a good rest.. only get to close them for about 3 hrs within this 3 days.. but not 72hrs... or else i will be competing for the "who can stay awake the longest".. i think i will skip the topic for wad i done on fri and sat, cos it will be a long story.. started from sunday, 12am onwards... ron came over to my place and we waited for nut and wugui.. while waitin, we drank abit.. its a long wait for them to arrive.. around 2+am then they rch my place.. then we started to drink like wad we usually do.. added alot of stupid things as mixer.. i wanted to slp.. but i can't.. cos i meeting a fren to go grading on 7am.. so start packing up my stuffs and went off to meet my fren who is staying near by with wugui.. cos he staying near the place we goin.. "happily" we go to the mrt station, "happily" wugui alight, "happily" we rch AMK mrt station, "happily" we grab some bite and "happily" we meet the rest of them and went for grading "happily".. will be skipping the detail for the grading.. after grading, went to vivo makan and watch movie with some frenz.. went to marche, basically nv went there before, therefore i followed wad most of my fren eat.. lol.. sort of sian over there.. may be due to a long period of hours nv slp, plus the alcohol i drank is making me more tired.. gaining extra weight on my eye lid.. forced it to open.. the sun was so bright, as if it is hinting them to shut off for a moment.. went walking around the mall till 4.20pm.. where we went in the theatre for our movie.. "17 again".. a nice show.. i dun mind watching it again, as i missed the first 20min of the movie.. finally they surrended.. although missed some parts.. but i was awake by the best part:).. ok the movie was nice.. but the condition i am in that day wasn't a good one.. so tired.. lol.. shall end here..

2009-04-13T08:14:00.012+08:00

dad recently bought a camera to takes shots for his projects, cos his old camera is too old le.. those film one, he nid a digital one.. and had replaced a new printer in my room.. due to the printer i use oso old le.. haha.. haiz my previous printer not that bad de sia.. when i n its top form.. now the color, i wan blue become red.. took some photo using the camera and going to post it here, cos this blog here like too wordy liao.. no picture le.. so shall post some pictures here.. just some random pictures including ven's dog.. haha thx her and her tiao tiao.. :)

Haha picture only like that..
Today bro enlisted to ns le, April 13th 2009.. going to Tekong later to send him.. his frens will be going too.. soon i will be enlisted too.. just nid to wait for my letter to arrive..

2009-04-07T23:53:00.002+08:00

Eventually work start to get a little bit easier on me.. get used? may be?.. drive out to meet xm outside her workplace for lunch.. it was so lucky that she works near my workplace. haha but its her attachment afterall.. so think will not see her long there.. went to jp to makan.. decided to makan at bento box, so coincident to see wei and her bf there.. but didn't tok much to them as i'm damn hungry.. i ate my lunch quite fast i think.. cos not much time left for us to go back to work on time.. erm in the end still late but a little.. after work meet wei's bf and the rest for badminton at arena.. finally touch my badminton racket after 2 yrs.. lol.. so shiok sia.. tired of cos but shiok.. still the best sport i love.. lol.. although i not really that good like the others.. but i still really into it.. so after the game, we went to boon lay market to have our dinner.. is around 10+pm i guess.. have an chatting session for around 30min, been a long time since we last gather.. quite tired now.. shall end here.. mite be going for more badminton game:)

2009-04-05T18:17:00.002+08:00

went over to the cemetry this morning tgt with my close ones.. set off from home around 9+am, cos i'm the last who woke up.. just like usual days.. staring infront of the tv screen or com screen doing almot nth the whole nite.. insomnia? may be.. anyway the cemetry not very far from home.. today's weather was quite good when we went there so was the traffic, it only get jam when we r near the chinese cemetry.. cars were like all over the paths, but consider quite smooth la.. about once to two time a year we visit our beloved ones.. its a so familiar faces whom once brings happiness to us and protects us no matter wads the cost is, been hating myself for being such a rebellious kid and didn't treasure them when they r still around.. sweet and bad memories keeps flashing back..unspeakable pain like thousands of needles poking thru my heart.. i may be repeating this quite alot of times.. but really can't forgive myself for being such a rascal at that stage all this years.. why must i be such a stubborn and hot tempered person? thinking back...........
if i'm able to realise earlier how impt the word "forgive" can be, i think my life wouldn't be a miserable one.. why must everyone realise how impt a person is when they lost that person? sorry for getting kind of emo.. ok shall end here for now...

2009-04-04T02:44:00.002+08:00

been working and gyming on wed, working then training on thurs, then today after work went to cindy's 21st b'day.. hurray u old liao.. haha.. best fren bday, haha.. went down quite "early" for us to cin's place, then we start alittle mahjong game while the ladies plae the dishes on the table, cin's bro and the rest dine in first then we be the next.. we had steamboat.. she prepared quite a number of food with the tomyam soup base, then i have to "ba zhan" the fan.. or else i will just sweat like hell..haha in fact i alr sweat even wif the rain, luckily i have the tissue beside me.. lol.. food was nice, especially the pork thingy which heard from cin then we nid to dip it down into the soup according to our b'day (the date).. eg. march 10, means 10sec.. lol.. lucky i not born on the 1st day of the mth.. lol.. so my pork taste quite good.. lol.. nv overcook.. lol.. in total, we have around 10 of us.. those sec school fren excluding her bro and her dunno ware de fren.. then followed by opening of gifts and draw no. for 4D.. lol.. next we have our grass jelly making session, some too sweet some no taste at all.. mine? no taste.. lol.. quite miss the days of the bunch of us gathering.. but really sorry ya guys for complaining wan to go home early, was too tired.. really cannot tahan.. haha but we still have our photo taken.. lol.. waiting for cin to update the photo before i can upload them up.. Lastly.. wishing cin a DAMN happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!! haha

2009-03-31T16:18:00.002+08:00

another day of work on mon.. done quite alot of stuff, so fell aslp very early ytd.. too tired.. today nv go to work.. bro's flight arrive in the morning wet to airport with dad to fetch him.. but in the end just help him takes his stuffs back home.. cos his frenz travel all the way to airport to meet him guess he will not be home so soon today.. haha i think he exposed to the sun quite often, become another african.. lol.. actually was quite worried about him this few weeks, cos theres a period of time we can't get through his phone for likely the entire 1 week.. sent him an email but did not reply.. moreover this is the first time he travel to a faraway country alone, meeting an organisation for volunteers he contacted through the net.. he went there for like 30 days.. went on the 1st and came back on the 31st.. close to 1 month.. but luckily he emailed back to me on the sat of that week, and oso get his another no. which he will be using for that few weeks there to contact him.. in his email, he wrote that everything there is fine except for the first week.. and written the things happened to him in africa.. so its quite a relieve.. Anyway glad to see him back, but for a few more days he's going to enlist for ns le.. lol.. he went in earlier than me.. ok, i think i shall end here for now.. :)

2009-03-27T20:41:00.003+08:00

ytd was a tiring day.. start taking bus at around 9+ am to work place.. work for the day was ok.. just finish some workpiece.. around 5pm, one of the uncle there send me to school for my training.. training was ok too.. cos most of the place we can think of for training is occupied with dunno wad event.. left with one place, which is the space outside the our club house.. done some basic kicking and all those, and as usual, doing pattern.. after that went for dinner with some of the tkd frenz at mac.. crapping alot.. lol.. should have gone to tkd from the beginnin.. haha changed too many cca.. but squash is still the best.. although seldom toks to them now.. :) left mac around 11+pm.. all catching the last bus.. ryan, alvin and me took the same bus.. as for all will be changing to either another bus or change to taking mrt at the same stop.. me and alvin took the train to jurong east station ware we will change to different direction.. we chat about lots of things while in the train, and continue our topic when we alight at the station, and eventually he missed his train.. so he took the train with me to pioneer station, so i can drive him home.. looking at the time, its still quite early.. so decided to ask ven out for supper.. so the 3 of us went to thomson there de bak choy mee store to makan.. then around 2+am then we finish our supper.. the standard drop i think.. not that nice liao.. then after send him home, then went off with ven.. reached home at around 3+am.. haha thx to her using her "precious" time.. haha shall end here for now:)

2009-03-25T23:25:00.002+08:00

day 1 of work.. 8hrs of work.. 1 hr of slp before go to work.. really tiring.. hopefully able to continue working.. toothaching now.. pain.. the pain has been there for quite a long time.. trying so many things to keep my attention distracted.. trying to lessen the pain.. when is the next appointment? may be in this few days.. lol.. have not been taking a good care of my tooth.. lol.. booked an appointment at AH this fri.. "looking forward".. lol.. shall end here for now.. nid to slp early.. tml will be a long day.. going training after work..

2009-03-24T22:39:00.002+08:00

will be working tml.. nid to wake up early le.. no more slacking i think.. damn it i think become more and more worse.. i mean physically.. getting old? may be.. training ytd was tough to me.. dun usually said that i think.. but without working out this few mths, i think i just cant get to my condition i used to be.. and dunno wads wrong with me ytd.. starts to have diarrhoe when sprinting.. may be becos of that chicken curry i ate for this pass few days.. haha curry was great.. lol.. done quite alot of running ytd.. i mean the rest.. me.. nah.. running to the toilet most of the time.. then after the running.. we done pattern.. ok after the whole training stuff.. we went to the bukit timah market to eat.. was not many stalls left at that hour.. ordered fried kway diao.. a little too oily.. but still ok.. after that just send a fren to his near by busstop then went home le..
watching show the whole day... as usual.. ok shall end here for now..

2009-03-23T01:06:00.002+08:00

went to suntec ytd for the Australlia Education showcase with some poly frenz.. went over to look for those university in Australlia which provide the course i want.. so reach suntec around 12am plus.. then went for our lunch before the thingy.. just look at some university that we are interested in.. and the university which provide better study.. heard from fren that the university of melbourn is quite a good uni.. but the minimun gpa is 3.5.. wah kao.. if is 3.5 must well stay in singapore go to ntu.. lol.. so after the showcase.. after my fren left.. went to marina square to walk, at the same time wait for ron to end work then go find nut at boat quay.. he's like ending at 6 and i like at there around 4pm.. so walk around and round, dunno how many round.. then dunno how i walk till 5pm.. then gt this fashion show... and those models walking on stage.. pretty.. lol.. so watch till 6pm.. then went to meet arron near his work place then went over to boat quay to meet nut.. then went to have some drinks at the pub near nut's working place.. can't recall the name of the pub.. like "dallis" if i'm not wrong.. so after that, went home to get changed then we cab down to dblo to celebrate kah meng bday.. they ordered alot of drinks.. but i nv drink alot ytd.. so we have some fun there.. ron, qifeng and me went off early..
Today, as usual.. slp and slp.. then around 8+pm meet xm for dinner.. actually plan to call ven and cindy for a movie at jp.. infact i call le.. but no one ans my call.. but didn't expect the cinema close at 10pm today.. so nv call them again.. when ven called back, she is someware near jp, meet her up and "send" her home after sending my fren off.. shall end here for now.. bye..

2009-03-20T20:20:00.002+08:00

went down for training ytd.. start with running.. too old liao sia.. run around 4 round then cannot make it liao.. then we start to learn blocks and pattern.. really feel its time for me to go for more work out and drink less.. now my muscles ache, so been slacking at home for the whole day.. wake up around 9+am and went to check my result.. really regret so much.. my overall result "sux".. mostly because of my 3rd, 4th and 5th sem.. my gpa was damn terrible.. haiz.. but wad is done cannot be changed.. so just let it be.. now only looking forward for the ns to come and go.. nth much to write about now.. just hungry and hungry.. gonna end here for now...

2009-03-18T23:13:00.002+08:00

doing nth at home today.. except slping and slping.. as usual.. only energetic at nite.. :).. still waiting for the reply from the syf thingy.. meanwhile, will be working on next mon.. and will continue the job until i get another job.. nid more time to play, nid more nite, nid more cash:) shall be end here now.. bye:)

2009-03-17T17:58:00.002+08:00

went to east coast ytd for a bbq session with my fellow classmates.. suppose to meet at 9.30am at parkway giant.. but ended up we all meet at 10plus.. was divided to two grps.. one in charge of the food, the other in charge of the bbq tools, cup and plate.. when we reached the counter, we realized that our budget is not enuf for all the stuffs we took.. so we put those "not so impt stuff" aside.. and in the end we paid 200bucks for all those things.. took a cab down to lw hse, where the 7 of us do the frying of bee hoon and the marination and etc. lw's mum helped us in the marination.. she taught us alot of things.. lol.. a frenly person.. then came fy, wilson and william when the marination is almost done.. all of us gather at his living room to play and takes photo.. packed up at around 4plus and headed to eastcoast to bbq.. this bbq is initially planned to thx the tso for helping us with our fyp, but in the end it feels like we r holding our own class bbq session, cos not many tso came.. we ate alot of food, but still in the end we left alot of uncook food there.. left at around 10plus pm where all were so tired.. haha actually nth much to tok about la.. we all have alot of fun and food there.. :)
went to visit the dentist today.. have alot of tooh decay, took a x-ray for my tooth.. now have 2 of them fixed.. still have some needed to do filling.. think have to stop eating sweet stuffs.. lol.. shall end here.. bye..

2009-03-14T23:27:00.009+08:00

Was doing nth at home today, except watching some videos from facebook posted by frenz.. then makes me wanna search for more of those videos.. gonna post them up here.. hope can help kill those who were feelin bored at home and viewin my blog now:

Below are the video i steal from ven's blog, these were some video me and my class mates acted with ven's frenz.. quite stupid la.. do enjoy: :)
Sexual harassment

peer pressure

family pressure

OK thats it of the day.. nitez:)

2009-03-13T23:50:00.002+08:00

just got back from my cousin's wedding dinner.. she is pretty tonite:) seldom see this cousin of mine, and now she is married.. some of my "long nv contact" cousins oso came.. become pretty and handsome liao.. lol.. at that moment i think i'm the saddest one to be the fat one among them.. lol.. anyway the wedding dinner is someware around penisula road there.. actually i'm not getting myself wine tonite.. i ordered orange juice, but my dad changed place with me and in the end i ended up drinking.. afraid i will be addicted to drinking next time, then u will see me at kopitiam like those uncle drinking tiger:) half way through the event, the speaker on the stage asked all to stand up and toast with the new wed couple, we r suppose to shout "yam seng!!" drag as long as possible, but as if the whole crowd have discussed not to shout, ended the two speaker shouting to himself through the 3 "yam seng".. and i caught them breaking their breath among themself.. quite pathetic la.. lol.. grandma wasn't in the mood i think, she always hoping to go back home.. the whole nite just passed like this.. anyway wish them living happily ever after.. just like those fairytale story.. shall end here now.. hope they will send photo over for me to update.. :)

2009-03-11T21:46:00.003+08:00

looking forward for the training tml, or else i will just rot at home like dunno wad liao.. it have been a long time since my last visit to gym.. gonna add on alot of weigh now.. been eating and eating this few days, even in genting.. grading is drawing near i think.. only left few weeks for me to learn the pattern.. but i think shouldn't be a prob, cos only pattern, not like the previous martial art i took.. anyway thats a pass.. quite a waste for me not to continue on that, i mite be wearing a black belt now.. i mean a sure thing.. lol.. think i will just end here.. continue with my video.. :)

2009-03-09T13:17:00.002+08:00

ytd went over to the hotel near fareast there to celebrate lw's bday.. it is just a room, but i like the interior, gt 2 tv, one living room, a kitchen, a bed room and a balcony.. reached there about 7+pm due to lost of way.. only those ppl i noe reached the place liao.. saw a couple in the kitchen cooking.. but heard like they cooked for so long, and nv serve anything out.. wasn't serve by the owner from the min we step in the room.. like doing his own thing sia.. leaving us at the living room watching television, playing cards until we are tired of playing.. and 1 or 2 hours later, finally gt food on the table, but not even warm up.. but we are like so hungry that we serve the food ourself, the spagetti was cold somemore.. lol.. almost eaten the cake before the bday boy celebrate his bday.. then awhile later, his frenz came, they are lucky to have eat the curry warmed by us.. or else the party is like eating cold food throughout.. some of us chip in to buy him a bottle of hennessy.. each toast him a glass of hennessy, i think he at least finished up half bottle of it.. haha congrates.. rmb to keep the bottle sia.. and drank some red wine and white wine brought by his fren.. in the end lw get so high.. just like his fren.. the room was in a mess.. but finally he fell aslp at around 12+am. then all of us left..

-p.s : sorry for making ur day a rotten one.. although u try to smile.. but i noe u are in a total piss off.. and rmb to send me the bill for the key chain after u choosed it.. i owe u one.. sorry again..

2009-03-08T01:17:00.004+08:00

went on a trip with some of my poly classmates to genting this week, just gt back to singapore "safely" ytd.. lol..

went to wilson's place on tues nite, meet up with him then his dad send us to lavender mrt station there, where we meet the rest of them there.. luckily no one were late for the bus.. happily we board on the bus, attendance checked, no prob, then we set off.. gt tv in front of every sit, the power only on when we reach yong ping, haha alot of nice show.. so ended up in almost no one slp till we reach genting.. we rch there about 5+am, then was told that we can only check in at 12am.. "WAH!!" so we put our bags in the lobby storeroom, then went walking around the place, then lw tried to go into the casino but fail, then we went to the cinema to check out the time they screening their first show, while waiting for the first show which is at 10.30am, we went to starbucks to have a drink in order to keep us awake, and we gt to sit on the osim chair to watch the movie..

watched kungfu chef, cast by Sammo Hung, Vanness Wu, Cherrie Ying
wasn't a very nice show to me, story is all about the"Dragon-Head Cleaver",a
symbol of power to the clan, the story line wasn't wad i expected.. kind of
boring, lots of stupid expressions.. but wads good? i think is the
massage chair, lol.. so shiok..

after the movie, we finally get our room keys, some of some have a nap, some chatting chatting and chatting, lol.. my view from the window is terrible, lots of rubbish unclear, the room have to squeeze 3 person on 2 single bed.. around evening time, we had our dinner at a chinese restaurant which serve nice soup at low price... then follow by we have our free time, some went shopping, some went drinking:)..

Next morning, woke up quite early, at around 8+am i think, surprisingly we still able to get ourself out of the bed so early.. went to have our breakfast, it was a buffet, anyway the food is nice, really can't stand ppl taking so much food, and in the end can't finish them off.. the chefs there is the damn poor thing one, to think they can rest after cooking a big portion, but those hungry creatures out there pouring the food into a big plate, and the portion taken wasn't a small one.. one after another, saw the chef who was resting at the corner put on a smile on his face, and started taking another tray of ingredient ready.. lol.. quite a pitiful scene... after our meal, we headed to the out door theme park and start exploring every games.. we really have a great day playing despite the cold weather out there:) followed by we went to kenny roger to have our dinner settled then divide ourself into grps, each grp have their own task.. including the preparation for a surpirise party in the hotel room for TL and lw, but came out to be not a surprise one.. lol.. anyway its the effort that counts.. :) hope they like it.. after that, we went over to catch another movie..

Watched street fighter : the legend of chun li, i can't comment much on the show, cos i was too tired that i doze off at some scene, so my memory for the show is part by part de.. lol..

Initially we will be drinking after the movie.. but just too tired to do so.. so all have a good nite slp till 10+ in the morning.. cos will be checked out at 12pm.. so have to pack our stuff early, leave our bags at the lobby and headed for our last min shopping spree.. haha bought ven the lollipop she asked me to buy for her.. it wasn't a easy job to find it, only one shop sells it, lol.. and becos of that special lollipop, some of my frenz bought some of them along with them to singapore, thx to ven's "order".. lol.. ok anyway shall end here.. in the end all reached home safe and sound.. :) shall update the photos when they are ready.. lol

2009-03-02T22:08:00.003+08:00

last friday is the last paper, which means... no more school.. finally graduate from polytechnic life.. should i be happy or sad? u should noe why is a happy things to graduate, but still issit too happy, cause partly i have my 3 years there, those fun and sad moments are there.. moments like:

- playing badminton and going for the np opens, although nv win and even broke one of my racket during the match, its still my first badminton match and my first time getting 15-0.. should be counted as my disgrace moment.
- getting to know a bunch of good frenz, and knowing a twin brothers that doesn't looks alike.
- playing jangar at our space, and loser have to kiss someone as a punishment.
- getting to noe her, although not together, but is already a bless have a fren like her
- arguements made during discussion for our fyp projects.
- going to conventional hall for "clubbing" without alcoholics drink.
- driving out with some cool frenz to have supper and movie at middle of the nite, and drive back home in the morning..
- going clubbing, go sentosa and go lau yusheng with 3rd year classmates.
- joining tkd, even though only 2 weeks left before graduating and going for my first camp in polytechnic and besides that, its the first time to stay in the kismi field there..
- and etc.
no matter its a good or be it a bad memories, the memories will kept save thoughout my life.

Anyway after my last paper, most of us were gathering at below blk 56 and discussing how was the paper and ware to go next.. in the end went with some classmates who live in west area to jurong point to have our lunch. Followed by drinking with sec sch fren at nite.

Just after that nite, woke up at around 8 plus in the morning, get myself changed and meet ven to ntu to watch the tkd sparring competition.. we reach there at around 9+am, with our stomach empty, didn't get to eat anything until the referee went to have their lunch before the match will continue.. we just have a quick lunch at their food court and head back to watch the match, np did great, though we doesn't have many ppl participating in the match, but all of them give their very best effort in this competition, many injuries, but i guess that was nth compared from getting the experience of the real spar out there.. how i wish i could spar with them.. Really have to thx ven for accompanying me to watch the match from morning till 5+pm in the evening, sorry for having ur butt stick to the bench for so long and finding small holes among the crowd to watch the match.. really a big thx and a big sorry to ya:)

After that, went home to have a shower, get a rest, and went for midnite movie with cin and ven at jurong point, due to only a few movie screening at that period, we decided to watch suspect x

the movie overall is not bad, although not much pyhsics stuffs in this movie compared to the tv drama one, the movie have put in a love story in it, the story line wasn't too bad and the first explosion scene about the magnetic force is great. Actually its a sad movie, but in the end it seems to turn out to be a comedy show to most ppl in the cinema. Should watch this movie if u like those solving mystery types one, and its a must to watch if u wans to find out y the movie brings so much laughter in the end.. btw just realise some of the tkd buddies were there too, same cinema same movie same column, dirrent row.. lol.. yet nv see them before, during or even after the movie..

And on sunday, went again to ntu to watch the sparring competition again, adrain was great by giving his opponents each an egg to bring home at the last two matches. the whole event, including the prize giving ends at around 7+pm.. then some of us squeeze into loong wei's car and have our dinner at Ajisen at jurongpoint.. after dinner, i went off before them, as my brother is going oversea to do volunter work there, its his first time going alone to a faraway country, so i went with his frenz and dad to see him off. he will be going for a mth, hope everything will be fine..

Ok well gonna ends here.. nid to get more photos, to kill this boredom off for just reading the words.. :)

2009-02-24T20:29:00.035+08:00

Studying TH was a torture, only get to cover 2 chapter now, so still have 3 more topics to go.. wasn't at the mood to study, but i nid to pass, so bo bian sia.. 3 days to go.. sounds very scary now.. oh man.. one day one, including the day for exam itself.. damn it.. been doing almost nth except eating and eating in the library with chocolates and chocolates and again chocolates.. die sia.. hopefully our lecturer will save us tml. ok lets do something that is not that stress now:)

went to wenquan's 21st birthday on last sunday, party threw at aloha loyang the chalet there.. to wad we expected, his party was fill with lots of people we dunno, haha gt his volley ball frenz la, gt his 5n1 frenz la, gt his family la, and alot alot. all gt group de.. wad i can say is that the party nids alot of waiting, wait for frenz to come, even after the cutting of cake, still have ppl coming, lol.. take lots of photo that day, just like a photo taking session..

ok for now i will update those stupid photo we took,

smile:)

me, ven and tiff

isn't this photo sexy?? lol

wanna be poke by marshmello?

me and cin

tiff and me

ven and me

boss and me

END of Party, heading to makan, but have no idea where to go, so taking photo again..

In the end, went over to downtown east to get some food from mac, then there is this merry go round thingy, and this two mosquito climb over the fence just to take photo.. haha and this photo is taken by me, wonder wad will happen when the camera above our head took a video on us? will the photo of us be on next day newspaper? lol

Ok, thats it for now.. bye..

2009-02-22T03:43:00.011+08:00

just came back from studying.. went to pm mac to study at around 11.30pm.. wasn't at much mood to study.. but if i dun, i dun think i can pass my TH. i nid to score well for my last sem.. i must.:) saw zaw(fren from np tkd) on my way to pm mac.. he oso went to pm mac to study.. haiz.. but in the end, still, i was very tired to do any revision, only done with one topic out of 5, although i drank 3 can ice coffee.. i usually can make myself awake with 3 ice coffee latte till the morning.. but this time i can't, may be cos i drank the wrong brand? lol.. brought back some food from mac for my bro as requested.. in the end i almost get locked outside, not becos of the take away, not becos of the invention of phone, not becos of the sound wave, not becos of the air molecule, blah blah blah, i afraid i will be lock till the morning.. lol.. wow.. its alr so late le.. guess i going to slp soon..

shall upload some photo from the sentosa trip went with my classmate on wed.

Take 1:)

Take 2:D

canoeing

peiting, me

me, loong wei

me, loong wei, alvin

ok thats all for now.. gtg wake up in around 3 hours time.. or else i dun nid to go tkd training liao.. lol.. bye..

2009-02-17T21:58:00.010+08:00

hey hey finally back to blogging after a very long time.. close to a year i guess.. at last, our fyp and esd project is done.. left with one module before i bid farewell to my poly life.. wow.. 3 years looking back from now, its like so quick.. wad have i really learn in this 3 years? truly speaking, i dunno.. but at least i got to noe some good frenz.. wad i really miss? probably is frenz.. ok this sem, which is my last sem, i join a new cca again.. its like every sem i got to join one cca.. anyway i joined taekwondo(tkd for short). only a white belt.. i think i have to graduate with a white belt too.. anyway, the training is fun, sometime tough.. but it's oso part of my memory before i leave the school and start with a new chapter in national service.

memories:

Tkd frenz.. although is a short period of time spending together, thx to the camp and training that enable me to noe this gang of cool ppl.. nv regret of taking up another cca for like 2 to 3 weeks before graduating.

ok this one's the happiest and the saddest things for our grp this year.. the good thing is that, she is able to pursuit her own dream for studying in oversea. guess we should be happy for her.. the bad thing is, it's still a unknown figure for us to meet again.. hopefully will see her soon after the guys are back from ns.. haha, our 9n1 still stands strong, 3rd year is a very busy year for us, seldom meet up, only on big events like birthday party we meet up.. but oso not all.. hopefully we will get to meet often after all of us graduate..

KJ's b'day party in dblo

ok this photo is taken at dblo, thats my first time in that club, and is oso the first time celebrating poly fren's b'day.. happen in 2008 one of the day, a fine day.. lol.. good to noe this bunch of classmate.. really fun ppl to go out with..

Alrite, shall end here.. hope all T3E3 classmates will pass with flying colors, and get diploma, and hopefully all can pursuit their dream, no matter wad it is..

2008-03-05T22:52:00.002+08:00

True lyrics

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

the song above is - by Ryan Cabrera

suddenly tot of this song out of the blue.. so spend some time searching it.. dun u just think that old songs dun have any expire date? (refering only to english songs) lol.. alrite shall end here.. do enjoy the song:)

-and one thing, i started to admire elmo. as now i can't even find the courage to write
really wad i feel.. it's just an unexplainable feelings.. lol..

2008-03-02T12:55:00.002+08:00

just so fast, the first 1 week and 4 days of holiday just gone like that.. without doing anything much.. really fast.. watched two movie in this two weeks.. lol.. 1 week once.. like so sian.. watched "L change the world" no much comment.. but overall not bad.. admire his knowledge and the way he solve things.. that was on last sunny 12.10am.. lol.. then the next is "ps i love u", a really nice movie.. but missed the first few minutes parts.. wasted sia.. lol.. and that is oso the first time i went for movies, in the morning..=.= sot de.. damn weird.. and somemore.. there was like not more than 10 ppl in the cinema.. lol.. still gt ppl go watch in the morning.. lol.. respect them sia.. wake up so early.. and oso one guy, who went for the movie alone.. lol.. i rmb so well, cos it was like 3 days ago de thingy.. haiz.. then drinking with frenz on the next day.. wake up damn late on the day after next.. somemore can be later lo, thx to 3 miss call and few smses.. interupted my slp.. damn it.. ya.. and playing with that stupid viwawa thingy for this few days, so can see how sian i am liao rite?? lol.. tv shows gettingn more and more boring.. ok la.. end here..

2008-02-03T14:37:00.000+08:00

ytd IA exam was real a disaster to me.. argh!!! shit sia.. shouldn't have drink before taking exam.. lol.. in the end i drink quite alot.. water in alot.. very full.. lol.. anyway hope eric have an happy 20 year old birthday.. lol.. time really flies so fast.. lol.. a blink and its olready one month passes.. sian.. got to pass my mp, nid to go study liao... bye.. end here..
(what am i thinking?? is it i reall have to drunk to forget.. but i can't... sorry.. say no more and let it fade away..)

2008-01-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

now feeling terrible. thinks i'm sick.. lol.. flu cum cough.. cold inside.. lol.. finally i feel so sick.. haha.. sian.. dun wanna slp today but bo bian sia.. lol.. MP MP MP.. good luck to me.. if i fail MP test on mon. i confirm i will fail.. if i pass more than 70 i confirm i will pass.. lol.. wish me good luck ya..

2008-01-29T20:33:00.000+08:00

not very sure wad have happened.. rmb clearly not long ago we are there and now its like totally go so cold. wad have really happened? it goes without saying.. its my fault. but how can i recover this situation?? And in additional, this few days i really lost my direction, lots of work to do, exam is coming, really stress.. cos most of it is because i really wan a pass so much which i nv think i will wan a pass in the past.. dun wish to tok to anyone, even if i tok.. i oso do not have much to tok.. haiz.. today was damn sorry, didn't meant to treat u that way. other than that i dunno wad can i said. take care ya.. (for all guys having exam soon, good luck ya :p) holiday is coming soon.. cheer man.. lol
ending here..

2008-01-20T17:58:00.000+08:00

this few weeks been out busying purchasing new clothes.. lol.. with a blink, i torn my pocket liao.. bo qian liao.. haha.. nidda save up.. lol.. why am i thinking every thing i was rite?? suddenly feel so blank in mind.. the more i change the worse i am.. ok lets get some updates..
on fri this week..
study and doing usual things lo.. this week pon lots of lessons.. lol.. sutdy not much things.. haiz.. get often in gyming liao.. after sch went home liao then go gym then run.. then get back to change and go mos with the same old bunch of frenz.. lol.. nv been out together for a long time.. lol.. wasn't a very great nite at mos that day.. but still quite good to hang out with frenz again.. lol.. nv drink much, nv get too high.. so was quite clear.. same squeezing and pushing... lol.. get home by cab with ron and nut.. was like 5+am by then, then slp for about 4 hr, then go gyming with adrain they all.. lol.. wasn't a rite thing sia.. lol.. a little dizzy.. haha.. then go makan, and back home again.. lol.. really nth much happened..
somethings have to put down, is trully cannot hold it there and think..
okok.. i think not going to say much more.. lol.. study study ya ahtan..:)

2007-12-26T23:01:00.004+08:00

this week has been a wonderful week for me.. lol.. althought the preparations for test is such an headache.. but still the pieces by pieces scenes of the thing happened in this short one week was actually the most majority of memories.

haha.. nw was like thinking how to start my blog for today.. lol.. too many things to write i think.. so i think i just write about just the things happen ytd.. lol..

first i was very amazed by a fren having a A for CT for that module that thinks was a screwed up one.. then went to class with a mike stand.. which was like making me a nerd.. lol.. but at least finally i returned the mike stand back which they put it in my house after the first day of carols and i was like forgotten to take it back to sch to put it back.. put at home will rust sia.. lol.. then went to SIM to eat yong tau hu at the new store, and erm i think better eat yong tau hu in can 1 better.. will may be try other stall than this.. lol.. still gt space to improve la.. after lunch we still like gt have 1hr + of free time before we go for next class.. went library to play board game.. lol.. actually wanted to play monopoly de.. but gt like 10 ppl ytd i think.. and the table is not big enuf.. so split into two grps, and we in the end play a dunno wad game lai de.. quite nice la.. haha a little like wei qi.. but it is not a qi, and oso a much much easier game to play compared to wei qi.. ok i think those who read my blog will sian at this stage liao.. lol.. too naggy liao.. lol.. i cut short.. lol.. anyway i oso get sian went write so many.. lol... then follow by going for thermo tutorial at 1st hour at fifth flr and next two hour of thermo lect at 2nd flr of blk 50, and ting dong ting dong, end thermo torturing, went to IA lesson for next torture.. and COOL.. i passed my test which i nv ever think of i can pass the test.. lol.. my marks was like a great surprise to me.. then ting dong ting dong again.. after sch liao.. went to can one to slack wif frenz as few of them is having some talent show audition near can 1 area.. then hey times up for my cca.. lol.. went down to the club house at the sport complex there and take the mike stand from my fren, and again go back to can 1 area, cos having my cca there .. and hey thats rite!!!!!!! choir.. haha.. lol.. ni cai diu le.. lol.. then after few hours of "training", finally, went home liao.. bought many things to makan, on the way home.. was thinking to share wif bro, but sia la.. ren count bu ru tian count.. he bro sick sia. then i sian lo.. going to finish those sinful stuffs.. then after that now too long after i get rid 1/2 of food.. my fren call and ask me go supper.. then sian la.. i dun wish to dissapoint my fren.. so in the end after i finish up my food, and went with him to 651 to eat(again).. sian.. i ordered a plate of bee hoon.. its actually a small amount.. but wah piang leh.. bee hoon damn oily.. haiz.. monster of the day liao.. lol.. then after we two makan finish... another fren came.. lol.. called her to come.. but nv expect so late.. lol.. then we see her eat.. then suddenly she think of playing mahjong.. that a stupid fellow we phone say his leg pain then wan us to go over his house to play.. i went home and prepare something for my bro.. or else really like a bad bro sia.. leave him alone at home.. anyway dad is reaching home soon.. then rush towards interchange to take the bus.. cos was like 12 plus liao.. almost no bus liao.. then when reach near bus interchange, a fren tells us no bus liao.. then we walking over to his house.. then on the way, saw a bus behind us, then we are like running mad to the next bus stop ware the bus will stop.. then in the end we reached his house with three of us kena blister.. and in fact he do not really suffer from much pain lo.. sian.. really a little du lan la.. but nvm la.. small things nia.. next time confirm cut off his leg.. hehehehe, hahahahahaha, hhohohhohohoho.. cut!! ok very naggy sia.. in the end, we lost money and he wins.. lol.. and was like only 4+am.. and that girl nids to go home liao.. so in the end we all went home liao.. lol.. the end.. lol.. essay sia..

--- a small msg, a call, a time to meet and a smile is the most sweetest things on earth---

2007-12-26T23:01:00.001+08:00

hEY HAppy 2008!!!!!!!!!!! lol.. haha ytd was a cool ending of 2007.. althought as usual.. meeting up is tough.. but this is my first time spending my last 2007 with my poly classmates and a good fren..lol.. its really wonderful nite spending.. back home at 2008 morning, 9+am.. lol.. and in the end miss my lunch with relatives.. sian.. woke up already.. not fully.. waiting for my bro to give a reply to go to our relative house, as he not home ytd... but in the end i slept again.. and received many missed call from my aunt.. lol.. 2007 is a memory liao.. 2008 is the start.. and is oso disaster.. argh!!!!!!!!!! alot thingy to do sia.. project time.. argh.. test so fast.. argh argh argh!!!!!!! lol.. good luck guys.. to me too.. lol..

2007-12-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

haha elmo today go oversea liao.. lol.. for the last 3 days we have been meeting up and wif her fren too.. lol.. quite miss those days where all the 10+ of us meeting tght.. haiz.. now just like only one to one, when will we meet up again?? .. lol.. haiz.. and hey elmo, really a great thx for ya accompanying me ytd.. hope u can really have ur wish come true with him next year as ur fren said.. lol.. BOn VOyAGe ya!!!!!! went to gym today.. finally after so many days.. haha.. k thats it for today.. lol

2007-12-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

caroling this few days.. lol.. though a little tired to go sch everyday for just that 1 to 2 hr then to destination to sing, but i really enjoy the whole thing.. its quite fun.. music is always making someone smile.. i enjoy most as there will be ppl recording the choir music.. it somehow shows their appreciation.. lol.. and ytd i was like really damn tired.. dunno why.. i sang the song like half aslp.. my eyes was like cant open wide.. lol.. then after that went to plaza sing to makan with some choir ppl, then went to cathay cine to meet elmo and her frenz.. sian.. this is like my first time celebrating christmas in orchard, damn squizzy la.. plus so many ppl spraying the dunno wad making all like frosty.. overall was tired, not very fun.. lol.. then went home like around 4 to 5am.. lol.. btw wishing all a merry christmas.. and thx for the christmas present.. its so nice.. lol.. kk end here

2007-11-26T07:26:00.000+08:00

oh ya.. just to update something.. lol.. something amazing happen, i joined choir again. lol.. ok, can say that i join is just to accompany a fren.. who tells me that he was attracted to a choir girl who is very beautiful, and got charisma and etc. lol.. so i joined to check out who's that girl. in fact is like me and another guy joined choir to check out who's that girl.. lol.. sort of busybody huh.. lol.. but in the end, of all those lessons i went, nv get to see her sia.. lol.. ok, anyway choir was fun, they are frenly fellows out there.. but just some were like erm... start with a "g" and ends with a "y".. try to figure it out yourself.. lol.. ok just behave like one i think.. rmb there was this guy, saw a bee crawling on a girl's shirt, instead of the girl screaming, he scream... and ya if u turn ur back at that moment and hear the scream without looking, u will nv noe that the scream came from a guy.. oh man.. a damn sharp notes.. oh ya.. below are some song we sang in choir.. is mostly some christmas songs.. enjoy ya:)

(i'll be there for you) its a nice songs.. sang in acapella..

(O come all ye faithful) you should hear this i search for very long.. she's amazing singing that song..

(it came upon the midnight clear)

(jingle bell) ok, this is a old traditional song sang in christmas carol.. ok listen to this.. u may heard something new.. :)

ok lastly, rudolph the red nose reindeer enjoy:)

ok thats all ya.. bye:)

2007-11-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

stress been piling up so high now.. alamak!! so sian.. have no confidence to pass the common test sia.. feel like quiting a CCA.. lol.. should say serve me rite wor.. lol.. joining too many CCA at a time liao.. maths is always a sure pass subject for me.. but dunno from when, been slacking damn too much.. till now i noe nuts about maths.. argh!!! IA!!! TH!!! Em3B!!! AM!!!!!!!!!!!!! siao liao..
nid to start le.. about 1 week more to go.. O gosh!!!!!

2007-11-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

Up Coming ChallEnge!!!!!!!!!
-MES( mechanical engineering sociaty) sports week: captain ball
~aim: to get 3rd.. even get first by accident oso must exchange trophy with the third place.. lol.. jkjk..
-4th youth dunno wad squash competition..
~aim: to get more experiencefrom others.. and NOT to let Oponent win so easily over me.. hehe..
- SEM 4 (end of year 2)
~aim: pass this sem and get gpa 3.5 and above.. IS A MUST!!!!!!
- IVP
~aim: jacket pls... lol..
- Body fitness
~aim: scoring a gold in NAPFA in poly. (chicken feet in secondary but duck feet in poly lo) mental challenge oso sia.. workout carried out when free..

erm.. hope all will come true:) lol..

2007-10-29T23:29:00.001+08:00

alrite the answer is quite clear.

ur silence tells everything..

but can't we be just like wad we r b4?

hope slowly i will break the ice created between us..

you are the one who brings the smile:)

and its me who dun deserve u

its a bonus for noeing u in my life

may be its a mistake created by god

but its a wonderful one

now i have waken from my dream

best wishes to you

2007-10-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

ok let it be... no matter the answer will be.. its very common.. may be to me is already a laughing matter.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so funny.. just now saw a toad near a pond waiting for something wor...
end here bye..

2007-10-21T23:02:00.001+08:00

enjoy this its quite nice.. good nitez

2007-10-21T02:00:00.000+08:00

so sian.. i really have no idea wad's in her mind and now i felt that i confused with myself again.. not sure she's escaping or wad.. just an agree or dun.. at least got an ans.. all i wan is an exact answer.. hope i have and answer sheet.. can noe before hand.. lol.. mon of this week is the first day of school reopen.. was quite glad that she went for squash that day.. susanto is back to sch oso.. lol.. then next week adrain is going oversea.. lol.. good sia to korea.. tuesday IS is crapping for the whole 3 hrs.. oh my chose the wrong IS regretted to over slept.. the cher was repeating "we have 4hrs tght".. lol.. alot to rush for this sem... after that went to taka shop shop walk walk with ernie and susanto.. wed is another day of training.. wei is back to sch on wed, meet her as she wans to change the batt for her watch.. way to the watch shop, saw two guys and one police chasing one thief or dunno who la.. the police run like as if in a video sia damn slow motion.. lol.. the face damn pale.. after that 1 more police came and like the whole area is full of their noise.. became the center of attraction.. of cos i oso kena attracted.. then after tat went back to sch with wei and sat down tght with one of her fren and chat alittle.. went off to squash training not long later.. thusday nth much happened.. only that the time is dragging so long to end.. from 8 to 4 sia.. can cry.. the following day, went to meet xm at mrt ctrl station early in the morning, then take bus to school.. reach school rather early.. can consider quite a tired day.. went to gym in our 2 hrs break, then after that still have to meet weiwei.. she meet me at 12 and my class oso at 12.. really rush sia.. when to meet her like about to run there and go back to class is like to run back lo.. then half way to class saw my lecture, saying today no class for that period.. diao.. then when sch end oso have headache.. lol.. haiz.. dunno how i going to survive the rest of the days.. the modules getting so diff somemore.. erm.. end here ba..

2007-09-30T13:59:00.000+08:00

damn low mood.. though my horo is very true about me.. but not this time.. easily flatter?? i think its not easy now.. i wish i can bring on a smile now... even my personal msg: smile always.. which i remind myself to smile.. but.. haiz.. think i too sensitive with some words, that makes me kept on thinking.. felt so sorry then.. i force myself to pretend nth happen.. but i still can't perfectly do it.. and this left me with confusion and hatred to myself.. think some can feel i'm getting irritated in the conversation ba.. sorry.. think will not be online for awhile ba.. call me or sms if there's anything urgent..

2007-09-21T20:49:00.000+08:00

haha i'm back, been to china for 14 days.. back on last sunday.. lol.. fun trip.. but not toking about that now, until my fren send me the photos we took in china.. i think it might flood the whole page when the pic is delivered ba.. lol.. today went for squash in the morning.. as usual in every odd days.. but oso late for every training without fail.. lol.. when i was about to reach the court, then was approached by two guys who are speaking to me about christianity.. lol.. though i dun believe in heaven and hell, but just to be nice, i actually listen to them tok.. haha basically the story is the same.. cos in the past, i mean not long ago, was approached by other who was "advertising" about "god".. not sure whether wad i said here offend those who believe in jesus christ anot.. if so pls pardon me.. ok??.. ok, after listening to them, we exchanged hp no., oh man.. a little regret.. lol.. then went for practise after that.. was like only 4 ppl there including me and excluding the 2 coaches.. haha.. the training was quite productive.. and oso a little tiring.. but i prefer this than training with lots of ppl.. lol.. dun u think so.. but oso good la.. alot ppl... less stress.. but more fun.. time flies faster.. around 1plus, training ended.. i took 154 back to interchange, then headed to the supermarket to buy my stuffs.. lol.. this few days i just love to go supermarket.. haha.. have i reached to "auntie level"?? wah.. ah tan really old liao.. then on my way back i saw her.. at first she was just beside me.. and i nv notice.. until i saw i her infront of me.. but i not sure is that her.. then i was like carrying so many stuffs, including my rackets and shoe bag and keep following behind her.. just wanted to see whether is her anot.. haha cos when the last time i see her it was like she was so fair.. and now she was tanned.. i felt like i am a moron man, i actually follow her until i went too fast and overtake her.. haha sot de.. i dun dare to tok to her.. though we noe each other existance.. but we are like stranger to one another.. by the way.. the "she" doesn't mean is the girl i like.. she is just a fren i noe from my class in primary 1.. lol.. was really laughing at myself for argueing with her and calling each other nicks when was young.. even when i saw her in clinic i oso went in and call out her nick.. damn stupid to do that man.. but haha.. i damn "innocent" rite?? haha dun puke.. ok.. one thing becos i rmb her, is she become quite pretty.. even when i'm in poly in my first year.. one of my fren that i knew from the poly told me that he noes her, and was like we two starts to tok about her.. even one of my best fren's fren noes her.. lol.. she is just like so well known.. famous and not notorious.. lol.. k after that, i went to the gym and do some work out.. so malu.. i can't do sit up today.. haha.. my muscle cramps sia.. haha.. sia suay.. ok after like 1 hr of not really productive work outs, went home and ok.. the end.. haha damn naggy rite??

2007-08-27T19:44:00.000+08:00

haha been busy.. and now is like 6 days before i go to beijing with my fellow frenz.. so i come blog here since i'm free.. let me recall then thing done last week.. mon and tues, som and fm exam.. erm for that.. dun recall better.. a disaster.. then wed.. went ice skating with some squash frenz.. lol.. lucky nv malu myself.. lol.. was really a happy moment to recall.. surprized to see axel and ginger they all .. but they didn't ice skate... haha.. then we like skate for so long lo.. poor thing ernie dun really noe how to skate.. infact we oso la.. just that she scare to fall.. so very hard to make her skate freely without anyone to hold.. lol.. after dunno for how long.. i suddenly wanted to tell her my feelings.. lol.. but in the end i still dun dare.. even when i dare liao, she tot i jk.. haha.. i somehow admire wilson, though the girl he ask for said she dunno, but at least is an i dunno is not i dun believe u lo.. haha.. really is like a hard thingy to make it clear.. cos there was like twice my fren using my phone to send smth to her.. but she noes its a trick.. i dun really like go stop them.. cos i was like thinking that was not a rite time cos is exam period.. and i have like hit on a nail before.. , but someware in the corner of my xin i wanted to know wads her reaction.. i prefer an answer like yes, no or i dunno.. but really not "u trick me one issit"? haha.. and oso was like afraid after i said that, and like the frenship will turn cold.. lol.. so many things to worry.. k skip here.. thurs go airport to send wilson off.. with my fellow squash frenz.. then like so sian.. they do revision and i like nth much to do.. then after that went running with wing at stadium.. then friday, went sakae sushi to makan.. and then follow by iceskate again.. haha.. na bei sia.. alot ppl there.. and i almost crush on a little girl.. so sorry sia.. haha there was so much screaming sia.. lol.. lucky the girl have no injuries.. or else i think all kill me.. lol.. then on sat i went to airport again with wing and tiff.. haha to sedn weiwei off.. she going to shanghai.. to do attachment.. haha.. then after sending her, we went to farmart to makan breakfast and lot1 to play pool.. then makan again at kfc.. then went reach home, sleep like a pig liao.. then was like disturb by alot of calls.. na bei ask me to go cemetry to clelebrate fren's b'day.. damn nth to do sia.. lol.. in the end gt go lo.. haha the stupid big walk up to the top.. and found that many ppl offer prayers and have those like "concert thingy for the 7th month" .. then we decided to change location, to my house to celebrate.. i not very sure wad happened.. the next day after my driving lesson and badminton, i feel so unwell.. may be i think too much liao.. i think i really sick lo.. lol.. i even woke up at 3++am myself sia, and found my body full of sweat.. lol.. but in the morning i was like recover liao.. haha.. then today went running with ernie in the morning.. nv run really much.. haha cos i seems to be disturbing her and she kept laughing.. and i dun think i make a jk.. my face so funny?? lol.. then follow by squash training and went pool then to driving lesson.. haha.. i think i shall end here now..

2007-08-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

this few days been thinking of alot of thingy.. mainly those bad ones.. cos i seldom have good ones.. lol.. & thx to a good fren.. really nice to have meet u.. hear my nagging i think u oso suffer quite alot.. lol.. ur exam coming soon le ba.. good luck to u.. lol.. if can, can stop this baboi thingy?? lol..

2007-08-08T01:46:00.000+08:00

so messy messy messy... argh!!!!!!!! so wanna knock the wall.. out of no ware brain been stuck with lots of "unwanted" memories and weird thoughs, just choke my brain.. why?? why nid frenz??? so hard to tolerate a fren, just dump it.. thats all.. simple and easy.. why need to force a smile?? dun care la, see that person give a punch la.. why need to pretend nth have happen?? just do wad ever things ur heart teels u to lo.. why have to be shy towards admitting u like that someone? just tell her i love u can liao ma.. why have to be dissapointed for someone, even he or she hurt ur feeling so much? just dun care and shut up.. slp all u wan.. why have to care how others think about u?? not happy, break frenship lo.. or break kinship lo.. or even break up.. why need to think wad to speak and wad to do to make things rite?? if that is so, u can have more time for urself.. no nid to sacriface ur time.. if only life is not so limited.. if we can meet more youngster that is like 200 years old younger than u... if we can have great great or even great great great grangparents alife and tell us their story from B.C to A.D.. wouldn't life be happier?? we wounldn't keep all our hatred and bad memories to the neitherworld nor keep it till the last breath and tok rubbish cough cough cough and say bye bye to this world.. hiaz.. so crap so crap.. just pretend i nv wrote that down.. dun u just think that out of 100% of ur life, 40% is unhappiness.. only 30% is happiness.. and the rest is studying and bullshiting.. happy things is always so little then unhappiness and ya hatred.. thats why we have "precious" memories on those happy things and not on bad stuffs.. so this is the best of memories.. keeping the best.. actually memories is just like a document file for u to drow all those things u like into.. unless for other cases.. k la.. crap finish le.. lol.. btw hey thx fren.. ur doing of nth much means much to me.. ending here

enjoy the song..:)

2007-08-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

hey back to blog liao.. been a very very long time not blogging.. too lazy to blog.. suddenly feel that i have to blog today to explain myself.. btw.. after a day liao just lets it be forgotten ba.. ytd was a very busy day.. gt cam test, and have to hand in cad project and ed project.. so was damn busy and tiring.. reachh sch like abt 6.30am.. sot lo.. cos accompany my bro take cabb.. ppl take cab normally is because will late.. but ytd take cab is to go sch very very early.. to slp.. lol.. no la.. i study my cam, and in the end get 50% just pass.. then pon som lesson and rush for the 2 projects.. rush all the way till 4pm.. and in the end nv hand in any.. cos due date was postpone to mon.. wad the fuck so i put aside my projecta dn rush to meet a fren to go home.. cos keep her waitiing for too long.. dun feel good ma.. then was slping like a (fill in the blank) in the bus.. then was told that will be drinking "tonite"(last nite).. haiz.. wasn't really glad to hear that.. cos not feeling very well this few days.. flu sux.. life with flu more sux.. but in the end we still meet.. but i think later after we bought the alcohol, the mood is riuned by me.. yea friday nite.. at first was money's fault after that was attitude's fault.. already feeling so tired cos of the rushing and of the flu thingy.. wanted to slp oso kena disturb.. get really pissed off when some bad remarks flows to my ears.. nearly get to a fite.. but in the end silence and "san hui".. in the end finally have my slp, thanx to my "good temper".. lol.. k la.. hey guys.. sorry about ytd.. btw thats not the act of childishness.. u have to look back at ur attitude too.. just makes me feel u are more childish.. but just let wad happened ytd to have a full stop now.. k??.. hope still get back as frenz... :) see u guys other days..

2007-01-03T04:43:00.000+08:00

today sch reopen liao.. to many of us, its not a good thing.. haiz.. test is around the corner again.. haiz... nv have chance to practise it.. cos is a practical test.. haiz.. now is 4.45am.. so late le wor... just want to finish writing this post before i go to slp.. and today is the third day of 2007.. hope everything goes well for everyone... project still not finished.. alot to rush.. guess we probably have no time for makan.. worst will be we will not be able to finish the project even if we dun makan, dun pan sai, dun shower... argh!!! this time i am very wrong to have this last min concept for project liao.. haiz.. regret sia.. and come to driving thingy.. i have no time to spare to practise sia.. damn sian... really hope can get my driving license by this year.. 2006 is a easy year to pass.. hope same goes to 2007... k la.. i nid my sleep le.. end here...

2006-12-21T13:09:00.000+08:00

woo hoo.. the first week of holiday is going to past soon... done nth much this week.. today is thursday.. haha.. mon was so sian.. went to school to have my make up lesson for mtprac.. went very eraly to sch on that day... cos i have cats the project to do... haiz... i try to reach there a little late.. but infact.. i am the earliest... sian... haiz.. sometime really cannot stand our grp leader.. haha she always so blur de lo.. haiz.. then after our meeting.. i went for my mtprac.. turning is fun.. haha.. then like that my one pathetic day past.. then tuesday was joann's birthday... haha HAPPY birthdaY wor.. haha officially 18 liao wor.. we celebrate with her below her house.. haha.. haha.. hope she likes her presents.. then after that went to 7-11 to eat and drink.. sian.. then as usual.. send the girls home.. then reach home play yahoo online pool.. haha.. past few days playing this game.. haha... very boring oso.. haha... then ytd.. went to choose material for our project.. haha in the end only buy two roll of mah jong paper.. k la,. end here.. going out..

2006-12-08T21:40:00.000+08:00

i finally have some idea what i studying for this past few months.. hope i will not fail for any one of my module, including cats... haiz.. just got a my hair cut... haha now feels more cool liao.. as in its short... today have my auto cad test... its rather simple... cos its just like dnt... so not much a prob.. having eg2, mtprac, engmec and AEL common test last week.. after that got 2 weeks holiday... looking damn forward to that.. haha.. can rest liao wor.. haha... k la.. ending here le.. more updates after common test ba...

2006-12-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

today is as usual lo.. nth much happened... reach school later than wad the time table reads.. normal la.. today there are two things i rmb for the day... one is wad my fren, a malay guy, told me during the break time... he told me that when he was in sec 1 he likes a girl.. a chinese girl... and one day he ask her out for movie... at that time.. the girl is already attached... after the movie and all that.. he told her wad he feels about her and told her that he will wait for her.. when he was in sec 2, he fell in love with another girl and stead with the girl for 2 years... and i think is ytd ba, his fren tells him that the girl he likes in sec 1 recently had an accident and now is in a coma.. and was told by a fren that he(my fren) wait for her for 2 years and she actually wait for him for 4 years.. wah piang.. real sad story sia.. another one i dun think i going to say it here.. just about some nonsense people.. k la.. end here liao..

2006-12-03T21:56:00.000+08:00

haiz.. wanted so to study.. but dunno why i try so hard to revise.. but still nth get into my mind.. so went to sleep for awhile and woke up at around 4++pm.. then eat and eat... chat online and ask for ans.. i feel damn useless.. like wad a fren say i "gone case liao".. haha... really la.. i feel that way.. but i still believe theres still time.. if theres still time theres still hope.. haha.. so today revised nth... haha..
went to steal things just now.. haha steal other ppl's blog post de youtube video.. haha.. guess this video where i steal from??? haha

haha i think this is the second time i steal mv from her blog liao.. haha... dun angry wor.. haha.. the video quite nice.. the conversation and the lyrics not bad.. so enjoy the stuff i steal.. haha k la.. bye.. end here...

2006-12-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

common test is coming soon.. around one more week to go.. haha.. as usual.. nv study anything.. but now i feel the stress... now i have five test to prepare, pretty much for one week to prepare.. haix.. really not much confidence.. done some planning for study just now.. but have not yet carried it out.. felt tired this few days... dun noe why... no appetite.. haiz.. time to get sick again.. haha... haiz.. counting down 7 days to go... haha.. k la.. ending here liao...

2006-11-27T01:51:00.000+08:00

haha today may say is good and bad mood mix mix together.. haiz.. suppose to go for my driving de practical lesson today.. wah piang.. first lesson leh... then i overslept.. so haiz.. money down to drain liao.. then i went for my ftp and fte at around 10++am.. it ends at 1++pm.. then went home after that.. my bro was abt to go and meet his frenz for their chalet thingy, he's packing his stuffs.. then i mention of playing pool to my dad.. haha.. surprisingly.. he wans to go play sia.. haha.. thinks this is the first time sia.. lots of times ask him to play badminton and others thingy he always reject to go.. first time sia.. must buy 4D liao.. lolx.. my bro wanted to go with us too.. cos this is the first time dad wans to play pool.. haha.. but so unfortunately he can't go.. he have to hurried to meet his frenz.. so in the end only me and dad plays lo.. haha.. haiz.. need to practise lots sia.. haha i lose all the rounds.. oso saw some np de just now playing billard.. then after that went home liao.. haiz.. i think i going to bed liao la.. scare tml late for sch.. i need to study sia.. haha.. how many times i said that before ar? haha... left abt 2 weeks.. i am in deep shit... haiz.. nitez...

2006-11-26T02:02:00.000+08:00

haha hey.. before i post anything up.. i must wish warren a happy birthday first.. haha... thanx very much for the treat.. though this wishing here is late liao.. but better than none.. haha... friday after school went to bbdc... for my final theory practise.. haha.. wad the shit lo.. i think i fail for every of the practise.. haiz.. after that went to gym with alvin.. wah till now still feel the pain... haha.. may be ytd i do too much liao wor.. haha... after gym went for dinner at jp... then head back home.. nth much happened after that lo.. then today weiwei come my house to use printer.. but in the end nv use.. cos the file can't be loaded.. then too bad lo.. call her to go back take and come back to print.. but she dun wan.. then not my prob lo.. haha... went to jp to buy memory card with her.. then back home.. then after that around 10++pm went to jp to play pool lo.. with jeremy and weiwei... now then come back.. haiz.. do nth much this days.. others is busy preparing for common test but i slacking like no one cares.. wanted to start revision but can't find help... sad sad.. dunno ware to start revision... haiz.. nvm la.. k la end here liao...

2006-11-20T10:21:00.000+08:00

this fews days quite busy with work.. issit? haha.. not sure la.. just dun feel like blogging.. somemore friday to mon.. i lend my laptop to boyan... so oso cannot blog... last saturday is a disaster.. my mp3 not with me, my laptop not with me.. my bro laptop he take.. haiz.. so no choice la.. haha.. become a stone age person.. haha.. lucky gt alvin, ven and carmen come my house to kill my bordom.. haha.. play mah jong till 3+am.. haha.. not sure carmen gt kena scolded by her parents anot? haha.. very late wor. haha. meet her at 9.45pm.. haha.. send her home at 3++am.. haha... tot only is a short game.. haha... erm... sunday.. which is ytd.. nth much to do.. sleeping almost occupied my day.. then when awake is already 7+ to 8+pm.. call delivery.. ate with bro.. then watch television and back to room to sleep.. haha one day passed.. this morning saw weiwei at the same queue.. waiting for bus to arrive.. then in the bus saw a girl sleeping i think.. infront of me..haha.. i cannot stop laughing sia.. her head move here move there.. then knock window.. haha.. then few minutes later knock again.. make me think of some funny things which occurred to me long long ago.. k la.. end here liao... nth to write oso...

2006-11-13T18:37:00.000+08:00

morning for today is indeed a bit "refreshing".. haha hope u dun noe wad i mean.. cos hey hey me too.. haha... but from 12pm onwards.. my mood changed... raining heavily.. walk the shelter... haha as usual down the slope gt someone always abt to fall or slip... haha... always gt a person will slip de.. haha... went to library with ah sa to get my laptop from boyan... went to cateen 2 can't find place to sit.. already bad mood liao.. damn fucking ppl can't make good decision... damn no mood to wait liao lo.. when in atruim... i just dun wan to make things worse.. i sit there quietly... then some 17 years old fucker give me that fuck up attitude.. tot he damn big.. hey boy if i nv provoke u.. u better dun come and say some stupid things infront of me la.. i keep quiet, u better mind ur own business and look infront the screen.. dun try to test my patient... u have ur temper i have mine... everyone have their temper... if still want to be fren, i hope still be fren la.. after this blog i posted up.. let everything back to normal.. k?? and we brothers dun say something not good to each other la.. (and u noe who u are la..) k la.. end here...

2006-11-13T11:15:00.000+08:00

haha... today is a good day to blog.. haha.. issit? haha i think so lo.. haha.. cos a bai chi.. haha refering to myself.. haha wake up so early today.. tot that class starts at 8am, haha in fact is 9am.. haha... hurry myself to get myself prepare... haha went out at 6.50++am.. lolx.. went to bus interchange.. saw bao zhen on the way to the interchange.. haha... then get in the queue.. and board on the bus... haha... wah.. damn lot ppl today lo.. ppl standing squeeze like hell... ppl sitting down is damn relax.. haha.. fortunately.. i am those who get a seat.. haha... reach school at abt 7.50+am.. went to blk 51... then realize that today class starts at 9am.. wah kao.. so reading through my AEL textbook.. haha haiz.. realize i noes nth man... haha.. reading alien equations.. haiz.. then went to class 10mins before it starts.. first time sia.. so early.. haha.. having 2hr of lecture for AEL and 1hr of tutorial for AEL again... haha.. now still having class.. haiz.. alien equations again... wad Vs wad Va.. haha wad is pentavalent??? wad is trivalent??? wad is doping??? haha... wo bu zhi dao.. hehe.. k la.. appoximately 36 mins to break.. haha... gonna listen to class le.. haha.. end here..

2006-11-11T10:55:00.000+08:00

today is saturday liao.. haha.. but oso no much different la.. haha.. been like slacking and slacking so much.. weekdays like week ends, weekends like weekdays.. haha... this week went to gym two times... but still fat la.. haha.. sadded.. haha.. erm.. i think i end here le ba.. very tired.. just wake up... going back to sleep le.. haha...

2006-11-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

haha.. very sian leh.. haiz.. very dizzy now.. feel alittle sleepy liao... haiz.. past two days bought three new stuffs.. haha.. a new desktop, mp3 and changed a spec.. haha but the spec looks no difference to alot of ppl... haha.. cos my style.. haha... haiz.. actually tot i spotted a mp4.. but in the end, haiz.. gt a mp3.. shit sia.. see wrong sia.. nvm lo.. anyway it looks quite alrite la.. haha.. big lo.. just like me.. today nth much happened.. reach sch at about 10am++.. haha.. late a little nia.. reach class but noe nth but shit about that module.. haiz.. damn teacher lo.. haiz.. haha.. for example just now... my fren was looking at the things he wrote down on the board.. cos he oso just came.. so he knows nth.. he asked the teacher.. and he said "u short sighted ar?" come infront and sit.. lame sia.. he was blocking my fren view at the same time.. wtf lo.. haha.. imagine such a big size guy infront locking ur view.. u confirm see nth on the board rite? haha.. the teachr just dun get wad he mean.. haha.. somemore this fren of mine quite hot tempered oso.. haha.. so long not in my tempered mood liao.. haha.. oso forgotten how le.. haha.. nvm la.. think its better.. haha.. no nid to get hurt or get ppl to injuries.. haha... break time as usual lo.. went to canteen 2.. this sem is the secnd time i ate chicken rice.. haha.. so long nv eat liao.. haha.. haha.. always yolanda piccata... haha.. password.. haha.. cheh... then after school, me, boyan and ahsa went to canteen 2 to eat... haha.. i ate two bowls of minced meat noodles.. haha... not very hungry actually.. but i see the bowl i dun think one bowl is enuf... haha ate another lo.. haha.. chey.. in the end i suffered.. haha... like quite full le.. haha.. keep burping... hhaa and the minced meat noodles the smell seems to get stronger in my throat... and feel uncomfortable sia.. haha... then someone msg me while i the bus on my way back.. really irritating.. was seeking for silence man.. but this person spoil my mood sia.. haiz.. confirm no good things when she sms me sian... k la.. i going to end here le.. byez

2006-11-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

did nth much today.. woke up at around 11+am.. considered late liao wor...very tired.. slept late last night... sia la.. i still have one big pile of hmwk not yet done.. wtf.. i am done for it.. haha... went to jp to see com... saw one nice one.. but very ex.. haiz... so i dun think i buying that.. haha.. nid to save money sia.. haha.. my time is mostly occupied staying at home today.. haha... very sian lo.. haha.. k la.. ending here.. going to sleep soon.... i nid my energy for tml.. i have to pay attention le.. haha.. k la.. ending here...

2006-11-04T01:58:00.000+08:00

haha... just watch finish the show in channel u just now.. "brothers".. erm.. a nice show.. i was waiting for the part for who will get the girl.. but in the end nope.. not even the news abt that girl.. haha... very nice show.. may be buying the vcd some other day.. when my new pc come ba.. sell my pc today.. which is on and stupid cheap price.. but nvm la.. just nid to blame myslef for not having this ability to push the price higher.. haha... erm.. i think i ytd was damn tired ba.. but i nv feel it.. and today i do.. haha.. slept in the bus from the interchange all the way to sch.. haha.. when i was awake, felt very dizzy sia.. haha.. i actually walk in zig zag for a distance.. then was AEL followed by auto cad.. haha.. i am still blur sia.. my brain not working well.. i seems to thinking of something i dun really noe wad i'm thinking.. and i can't concentrate well.. oh damn it.. afraid i not able to pass my module sia.. haiz.. not holiday liao hor.. haha.. then after that went for basketball.. muscles cramp.. omg.. feels the ache man.. i can't even make a goal.. haha.. can go die liao wor.. haha... then went to the spec shop near co-op to make a new spec.. actually do the lens can liao.. haha.. wasting money again.. oh shit.. after that went to have my lunch.. then to class le.. today reach home early.. haha... hmm.. thats all le.. nth more to say... ends here..

2006-11-02T01:07:00.000+08:00

ytd very tired.. slept very early.. no strenght.. damn weak.. played basketball during that 4 hours break.. damn long.. won 4 matches continuiously.. used up strenght... somemore i'm old le.. haha... today nth much happened... went for test... my driving test... but haiz... then back home at around 8++ ba.. really bored lo.. think of those ideas make me sick.. "is cats" haiz.. reallyy kills my brain cells.. not yet finish the thinking of new inventions... hopefully tml i will think of the others 4 new inventions.. k la.. end here.. play some games before going to sleep...

2006-10-30T02:33:00.000+08:00

haha.. finally can pose up the song liao.. haha.. dunno wad happened earlier on.. i just have problem posting any blog.. haha.. haiz.. anyway its so late liao.. oso have to get to sleep fast.. before only have 1 hour to sleep.. obviously thats not enough for me.. haha... now listening to radio.. haha.. not sure is which singer.. but i pretty shi xin hui gt sing this song in that project superstar before.. but have no idea for the title of that song.. haha... went to vivo city two days ago.. which is on sat.. went to watch death note.. the second time.. haha... still a nice show.. dun mind watching the third time.. haha.. if anyone wanna go.. haha.. vivo city : first time visit there.. haha.. very big.. cool.. can see sentosa at a short distance.. the design of the building quite nice.. haha... hard to finish walking using one day... went to eat at jurong east after the movie thingy at vivo.. food there was not too bad.. long time nv eat prawn mee liao.. ahaha.. wanted to have another plate of prawn mee.. but now on diet... try to control.. haha... rmb last time i always eat prawn mee and fried guia tiao whenever i go to hawker center.. confirm for sure.. breakfast oso that if theres someone buying it for me.. haha.. may be the first two food i tried is this two ba.. so fall in love with this two dish very fast.. haha.. not so much in favour for seafood.. expensive is part of it.. taste is still not that great compare to a plate of prawn mee.. rmb when me and bro is in primary sch.. if i not wrong.. i think that time i was in pri 4 ba.. cos we live in our ahma house for our primary sch is near there.. haha.. then very earlywe both learn to get independent... sometime when holiday, we will see how much money we have.. and go to the hawker center near ahma house to have our lunch.. even though the food is already cooked and was waiting for us to eat at grandma house, we still go eat at hawker first then back to eat again... haha... always rmb that my bro will order mee poh when he go hawker center.. haha... we are not picky. is just that we have a favourite dish in our hearts and no nid to crack our brain for wad to eat.. cos its a common dishin hawkjer center.. haha... k la.. 3.00am liao.. haha.. going to slp le.. have around 3 hours to sleep.. haha..

2006-10-26T19:40:00.000+08:00

haha.. ven went u see the mtv i put in my blog.. dun angry hor.. haha just find that this mtv is nice.. thats all haha...

2006-10-25T14:34:00.000+08:00

haha... ytd sleep at about 3 ++am and waking up at 5++am close to 6++am... damn slpy today... feeling my head is like a south pole and the table is the north... they keep "attracting"... haha... went to sch at around 7++am... then took my long sweet time to go to my class which is at blk 50... haiz... that was a make up lesson... wad shit sia... damn tired.. and today ends at 5pm... haha amazingly was quite awake when i attending the class.. haha cos i copying hmwk from my fren... haha... ooh... then for good news today... as our lecturer is the leader for the our division... so he is engaged with the activities coming up in the evening.. so actually having a 2hr lesson with him at the last session... it was fortunately canceled... haha.. so that means leaving sch at 3... haha... having an early break from the AEL class after the make up lesson... feel so damn tired... probably long time nv go gym... feeling uncomfortable... haha... bone cracking here and there.. haha... now having my last lesson... which is eg2.. haha... slept for about 30mins liao... backaching... damn cannot sit straight... call me ah gong ba... haha... think about time to go liao ba... let me give the teacher some face before dismiss ba... haha...

2006-10-24T21:05:00.000+08:00

hey selamat hari raya!!! haha...nth really much happened today, neither ytd lo... haha... having mtprac lesson for the last 3 hours before we finish... love mtprac... haha better than sitting in front of the lecturer listeniing to them toking cork... lolx... went to jurong east with weiwei after sch... cos i wanted to buy smth for a fren... tot of so many thing to buy.. i the end.. decided to buy smth unique... somehow different from others.. i went there to look look... haiz.. though is the same thingy... but they put them in various design... not very nice la.. so still haven't buy yet... may be going to other place to see... asked ven over to my house.. cos arron and joo tze wanted to play mahjong and we have only three ppl... haha... she left at abt 3++am ba... haha actually she is leaving at 11pm one.. haha but we drag the time till so "early".. haha... paiseh ar.. haha... then after she left.. my bro came over and replace her place.. we play till 6++ or 7++am ba... then arron went home to sleep.. then joo tze sleep at my house.. haha went i wake up.. it was like 3++pm liao.. haha.. so many missed calls and message.. somemore gt some is wrong message.. haha... missed quite alot of things.. went to jp for my breakfast cum lunch at jp with bro.. k la.. i tok too much le.. haha.. ends here.. haha

2006-10-22T19:29:00.000+08:00

erm... hey see wad can i rmb about ytd... oh ya...
first went to watch movie with my bro... haha.. quite a long time nv watch movie liao... we watch "the death note"... if me do the rating, i will give it a 4 upon 5 stars... haha... first time i rate a movie so high... cos i just like genius... haha... cos i am oso one.. haha... jk...after that went to joo tze's birthday party which is held at teh bbq pit below my house... so i have plenty of time to get myself change to a more casual clothing.. i think the preparation and the waiting of those "v.i.p" to come takes about 1 to 2 hrs ba... haha.. hey amazing sia.. this time the bbq of food, the girls oso take part sia... haha... but haha... i think we guys better do the cooking for the whole bbq session ba... haha... quite alot of ppl there... especially yi heng... haha long time nv see him liao.. hahaa... still a good opponent in play badminton... haha.. then around 12++am to 1++am.. some of them went to my house.. then.. finally cindy reach lo.. haha... saw her at the lift there.. then we all go up.. haha.. hey thanks for helping me buy the thingy... haha i still wan it, though dun fix my wrist... ji lian ping oso not bad.. haha.. some playing mah jong in the living room and some using my com or chatting with each other in my room...not long later cindy, joann and weiwei went home, me and arron acc them back... wah kao.. i must pei fu ven, tiff, eric they all.. haha play mah jong till 6am in the morning sia.. haha... may be to some is small case... but for me a guy who dun like to play mah jong.. i really can't play for long hour... haha... after the mah jong, ven, eric and tiff went back left the rest of the guys sleeping at my place lo.. haha... i sleep for a while nia... then watch tv for awhile and then get prepare to go to bbdc for our final theory lesson... wah lao.. dunno wad the instructor say sia.. so confuse.. somemore having two lesson.. haha.. in the end we end up sleeping in class.. haha.. after that went eat then to jp... walk here walk there.. but still can't find the things i wan... haiz.. damn sad.. but after i send him to the bus interchange and i go back to jp... hey i found it!!!... haha.. but i didn't buy it cos i not very sure that is a real one or a fake one? haiz... erm.. i think i going to take more rest liao.. very tired... haha tml sch.. haiz

2006-10-20T16:52:00.000+08:00

this few days of school... hours seems long... but overall can feel that its better than the first sem... haha... damn lucky sia... the CATS thingy haha.. most of the ppl there i noe them sia... somemore gt one is from my primary school one.. haha.. have my face changed? he took quite sometime to remember who i am... haha... one of my classmate oso there... and last sem IS module the fren oso there.. haha... then the S&W thingy actually choose touch rubby... but in the end went to basketball... though i already noes how to play basketball... haha i think this is better my.. can slack haha... erm k la... going off le.. end le..

2006-10-15T03:33:00.000+08:00

haha.. back from supper with joo tze.. very sian at home sia.. today one whole day at home.. very very sian... oso no one to tok to sia.. haha everyday so shugs.. hope school quickly reopen.. haha... this two days like stay at home so boring... not msn then sleep lo.. haiz... k la.. end here le.. after today i got to go back to school liao.. haiz.. hey guys try to enjoy on the first day ba... haa...

2006-10-12T04:47:00.000+08:00

back to that basketball court again today... the basketball court which i left lots of my memories there.. felt life today is way far different from last time... this place brings me lots of happiness... now its like so new to me... as if i have nv been there before.. actually really no point for thinking the place and the person i met there.. since its already a past le.. actually having basketball game at art park today... but too bad when we reach there, the teakondo club have occupied the place le.. its like so weird lo.. basketball court for them to train their martial art? oh man.. dun they noe there is a multi-purpose hall across the road? if they take half court its still ok la.. but pls la.. those children nids such a big space to train their kicks and punches? hey the middle space there can already allow two person of my size to spar liao lo.. just imagine.. isn't the gap in the middle big?.. haiz... i dun wan to comment about the instructor there la.. make me laugh when i think of that.. hey no offence.. k la.. then we left with no choice.. suggested to go the our secondary school there to play.. but they say far la.. so went to the basketball court opp weiwei house lo... my stamina decreasing.. eye sight decreasing, sweat increasing, high blood pressure increasing.. oh man how to play la.. haha.. i keep letting down the team while playing the match... haiz.. later still playing basketball.. haha and i not sleeping at this hour.. haha haiz. guess not going to sleep le ba... haha always ask ppl to go slp.. and i myself seems like giving a "good" example.. lolx... k la.. go off le..

2006-10-11T00:11:00.000+08:00

dunno why... feeling so sad suddenly.. wad had happen i oso have no idea.. sweet dream ytd.. but dunno why i feel sad now.. feel so tired of being sad.. haiz.. k la.. ending here ba.. sick sick... headache.. haiz.. just have to bear with it

2006-10-10T02:15:00.000+08:00

yesterday sleep at 5.30++ am in the morning... then wake up at 12++ tehn sleep again.. haha.. wake at 2++pm to 3 le ba.. haha.. then phone alvin cos we going to gym today ma.. decided to go at 4.15pm.. call peanut along.. in the end alvin ps me... again? ya again.. haha.. sad sia.. haha... nvm la xi guan qiu hao.. hehe.. went to gym for only 1hr of training sia... sian sia.. seems like too long nv go gym liao.. feel so weak sia... then went home after that... rest for awhile and late at 9 when to ark park there to play basketball.. with joo tze, arron, nut, ven, joann and ahtan.. haha... today really not doing well.. damn aching here and there.. then joo tze kena muscle cramp.. haiz.. then went home about 12++am.. now abt 2.21am.. going to sleep liao.. usually not so early sleep one... but today damn tired... so have to sleep liao.. gym tml again... haha.. hope i tml have the strength...

2006-10-07T16:03:00.000+08:00

Was Sabo by CinDY to do this "quiz"... haiz sian.. ytd was not able to do it.. so do it today lo..

1. Full name: Tan Zhiyong
2. Name backwards: gonY ihZ naT
3. Meaning of name: brave?? haha..
4. Nickname: Ahtan or Buddha
5. Screen name: Ahtan
6. D.O.B: 10/07/1988
7. Place of birth: General Hospital
8. Nationality: Singaporean
9. Current location: in front of my laptop.. on the bed
10. Star sign: Cancer
11. Religion: Taoist
12. Height: 174 to 175cm
13. Weight: damn heavy...
14. Shoe size: 11 or 46
15. Hair colour: black damn cute colour...
16. Eye colour: black.. damn cool colour.. haha
17. Who do you like: family and frenz..
18. Innie or Outtie: Outtie
19. Lefty or Righty: Righty
20. Gay, Straight, Bi, or Others: I am Straight
21. Best Friends: Joo, amaris, peanut, arron, jeremy, benjamin, ah sa, boyan, axel, bao yi
22. Best Friend you trust most: All of above
23. Favourite Pals: Ven, Jo, Joo, Nut, Ron, Wei, Alvin, wing ting, ah sa, boyan, benjamin, amaris, cindy, adrain, wilson, pi yang, xue min, siew peng, baoyi, guppy
24. Best Friend of opposite sex: amaris, baoyi
25. Best Buddies: Joo, nut, arron, axel, benjamin, ahsa, boyan
26. Boyfriend or Girlfriend: Girlfren of course
27. Crush: dunno
28. Parents: not very close... but oso no quarrels..
29. Worse Enemy: myself
30. Favourite online guy: joo, nut, alvin, boyan, ah sa
31. Favourite online girl: Ven, amaris, cindy, wing ting
32. Craziest friend: Peanut, ahsa
33. Advice friend: ahsa, joo, jeremy
34. Loudest friend: peanut
35. Person you cry with: nv let a drop of tears roll down again
36. Any sisters: no..
37. Any brothers: 1
38. Any pets: no
39. Any disease: damn healthy
40. Pager: wah now wad century liao lo.. pager? haha...
41. Personal phone line: ya
42. Phone: nokia 6680
43. Lave Lamp: No
44. Pool or hot tub: if gt money i will buy...
45. A car: not rite now..
46. Your personality: silence, tough or i mean "taf".. haha
47. Driving: learning rite now..
48. Room: messy
49. Whats missing: dumb bell.. haha..
50. School: Ngee Ann Poly
51. Bed: clean.. haha..
52. Relationship with parents: not so good
53. Believe in yourself: 40%
54. Believe in love at first sight: ya...
55. Good listener: i dun think so
56. Get along well with parents: not quite..
57. Save e-mail convos: never
58. Pray: no choice.. just have to...
59. Believe in reincarnation: a little
60. Make fun of people: sometime... but outcome is "lame" haha...
61. Like to talk on the phone: depends
62. Want to get married: ya.. in future..
63. Like to drive: not sure.. nv drive before..
64. Motion Sickness: nope
65. Eat stem of broccoli: Yes
66. Eat chicken with fork: no.. dun have the special "taste"... haha...
67. Dream in colours: Black, red, blue, green
68. Type with your fingers on home role: Nope
69. Sleep with stuff animals: nope..
70. Next to you: blanket
71. On the walls of your room: my drawing
72. On your mousepad: no mouse pad
73. Dream car: lumbo.. merc..
74. Dream date: one ba..
75. Dream honeymoon spot: somewhere which have nice beach and nice wave.. not at sentosa of cos..
76. Dream husband or wife: haven't think of this question at this moment
77. Bedtime: wad time is my bedtime ar?
78. Under your bed: badminton bag...
79. Single most important question: wad is that?
80. Bad time of the day: hot weather
81. Your worst fear: dogs and cats
82. The weather: sunny ba
83. Time: 4.50pm
84. Date: 7th October 2006
85. Best trick did on someone: None
86. Theme song: guan huai fang shi
87. Hardest thing about growing up: adapting to the outside world
88. Funniest experience: forget liao..
89. Scariest experience: when i saw parents quarrel..
90. Silliest thing you have ever said: quite alot..
91. Most desperate and funniest thing I have done to get the opposite sex: None at the moment
92. Scariest thing while you are with your friends: none
93. Worst feeling: have it once.. not able to say..
94. Best feeling in the world: when runnig in the rain

AND NOW, CHOOSE 6 TO DO THE QUIZ!

su zhen
shiwei
siew peng
venesa
warren
axel

2006-10-07T07:00:00.000+08:00

just come back... haha... indeed this years mooncake fest is the first time i felt i sweat damn lot... haha... around 2+ or 3+pm went to jp with jeremy to buy his swimming goggles.. he going to ns liao.. haiz.. play play is one thing.. sometime will come to serious thinking.. haha.. indeed he make a good fren sometime la.. if dun always bring out some stupid tok.. and always tok abt that.. he is indeed a good fren.. and the boosting oso.. going to ns liao.. take care.. after buying his things.. we went to eat in kopitiam at jp.. then to jurong east there.. he buying food for his fish... haha dunno wad is it call in ang mo.. pardon ar... haha... then when we went back, the sun set was damn beautiful.. but it is too late when he took down his camera... he took alot pic.. saw ven and joo while jeremy taking photos.. haha.. chat chat for awhile.. then i continue walk walk around below my house.. few minutes later went out that do some stuffs lo.. dun wan to be too naggy.. haha.. cos uncle tan ang mo damn limited.. u see me then here then there oso sian rite? haha.. then... went to cindy house below celebrate mooncake festival.. actually only peanut andthe rest of the girls playing the firecrackers this all.. the remain guys went for basketball.. actually firecrackers is fun la.. but every year u see ppl play with firecrackers u oso sian ma.. haha.. like a common thing liao.. feel like hoping for a greater effects from the firecrackers.. like rocket or explosion?? haha... have fun overall la.. fluffy was cute.. i still haven't overcome my phobia yet i feel the fun having a pet le.. thx "u noe hu"... then after that all walking home.. then have this bmw horn at us.. the driver was asking us for direction.. so we show him the way.. but too many give direction.. i think he a little confuse liao.. haha.. then while we walking near to the junction.. not very near la.. then this same driver horn at a distance again.. haha.. then all answer was the same.. " he still cannot find the place ".. he drove to the side of the road again and ask us for direction again.. this time peanut suggested to lon bang his car and direct him the way.. haha.. very the "..." dunno wad to say lo.. then ven, joann, and eric went into his car oso.. haha.. then the rest of us was like cursing them lo.. haha... quite dotz.. but the driver was very nice la.. even fluffy was lon bang too.. haha.. then joo tze, qi feng and me went to jp mcdonald to eat.. damn hungry and tired.. haha.. then when we went out of jp it was like 12+ near to 1+am ba.. then joo tze and i wen to ark park basketball court play.. haha..we play and play.. rest for around 1 hr at 7-11... haha and continue playing.. haha.. play play and play.. and we end up very "fit".. haha... around 6++ am in the morning then go home.. kao we actually play for about 4 hrs.. only we two person? haha.. quite amazing la.. haha... k la.. ending here.. now go eat breakfast liao...

2006-10-06T14:17:00.000+08:00

changed my blogskin and updated those necessary things le.. this blogskin is not actually wad i wanted.. but among those i saw.. this is the best liao.. dun bother to look on anymore.. some other days then change a better ones lo.. haha.. k la.. hope u like the song.. bye...

2006-10-06T02:12:00.000+08:00

ytd slept at abt 6++am... then wake up at 12++pm.. damn it i'm late.. am i? haha as usual.. peanut is worse then me lo.. in the end around 1++pm then we go to gym.. do the usual work outs.. nth much.. today was pack with "appointments"... after gym.. rite way meeting alvin to bbdc to take our practise before our evaluation.. passed.. both pass.. alvin done better then me.. haha.. nvm la.. at least pass... after the evaluation thingy it was like 8++pm like that.. booked our basic theory test liao.. haha... finally going for test.. we proceeded quite fast la.. after that went to art park play basketball... damn it.. legs full of blister.. painful sia.. then around 11++pm we ended the the game and wentfor supper with joo tze.. then followed by weiwei and jeremy... back at last.. haiz.. my damn laptop.. or i mean the connection ba... i now can't go to internet explorer.. damn sian... haiz... hey ending here.. while i going to have new blog skin... time for a change...

2006-10-05T02:10:00.000+08:00

two day ago... is tiff birthday... haha... happy for her.... haha... feel very happy personally oso... wake up and sleep back again.. then around 7++pm then finally fully awake... sms with a fren far away from singapore.. today her last day in laos... was rather surprise recieving her msg at the first day she reach there.. haha... anyway friday she's back.. mooncake festival.. haha... hmm.. tml going to gym again... haha.. go so many times.. but seems like no different in my building.. haha... then going to bbdc at 4++ for my basic theory practise then evaluation later at night.. haha... quite a "busy" day... haha now is about 2.26am in the morning.. going out for supper.. later with jeremy.. haiz... that 'supper nv enuf' guy... haha... he going to ns soon... confirm got one person miss him alot.. haha.. clue: a girl.. no nid me to say somemore rite? haha...

* i make a stupid prank.. but i hope................................................"

2006-10-02T03:16:00.000+08:00

class chalet had over on 29 sept... the class gathering was still not a good one.. at least gt two more person join us apart from the same old grp.. not bad liao... haha... haiz.. already say for so long that i quitted on drinking... but i just step back to the old path again... kena rashes i think... long time nv drink liao.. then now suddenly go drink then kena.. wad the... haiz... itch... but soon recover le... now awake liao... energetic le... can beat 3 ox liao.. haha nah just joking... so sian sia... one of my fren had her driving license liao... feel like i so slow sia.. haiz... somemore first try pass... pro sia.. sometimes i really wish to write all those unhappy things in this blog... instead of pouring everything into my brain and feeling so stressed.. but haiz some are too confidential to say in here.. did nth much today... apart from sleeping, i had my haircut.. not in my dream la.. then back home sleep again.. very tired sia... just dunno why... not long after i awake, alvin asked me to go have dinner with him... actually i eaten liao.. but still feel hungry.. haha... after this month can call me fatty tan liao... then a short while later.. become alvin, ven and me... went to blk 651 there to eat... wah alvin damn hungry i think... he ate a bowl of noodles and a plate of rice cum chicken wings.. aren't hungry ghost fest over liao ma? haha actually i dun really think hungry ghost fest finish liao lo... cos i'm still here lolz.. then after that we went home liao lo.. then i now still so energetic... haiz.. nvm la.. going to force myself to sleep.. k la end here...

2006-09-23T14:04:00.000+08:00

wah kao... this few days is damn tired.. go gym in the morning then to work... haiz.. sian somemore at night go kopi with frenz till midnight... now my boy aching... wah peng... today was the most relaxing day... haha went to take lesson for the driving licence, first lesson basic theory... the instructor quite funny... then after that went to have lunch with alvin.. cos we two learning... haha.. then to arcade to play the basketball thingy which i always play... k la.. now i going to sleep le... haiz.. may be monday still nid to go work... so sian... haiz...

2006-09-19T18:48:00.000+08:00

today working.. haiz.. damn sian.. very tired.. around 2 more days to go to my freedom i think.. the project dead line is on thursday.. oh shit.. still got lots of steering wheels to fix.. wtf.. haiz.. think of doing OT.. but i dun think my dad allow.. actually tml i dun wan to work.. but seems i have no choice.. shugs.. haiz.. nvm ba.. ytd went with arron they all to buy alvin's present.. actually till now i still dunno when is his b'day.. they go buy his gift i just go lo.. haha.. we bought smth nice for him.. tml going to his birthday party.. but i not sure is a belated celebration or... haha noe him for 5 years.. but like i noes nth.. hehe.. i think i will be late for his party ba.. haiz... really tired liao.. nth really have to say now.. end here..

2006-09-17T15:55:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo..... haha i'm back from my genting trip.. hehe.. first time going overseas with my frenz.. haha.. not very far la.. but still counted as oversea.. hehe.. this is my second time going to genting.. haiz.. haha... went on the 14 and back on the 16.. first day went to the outdoor theme park immediately after we arrive at our rooms and put our stuffs... played almost everything.. haa.. but too poor liao.. haha this three days eat cup noodles.. hhaa.. then the second day went to play at the outdoor theme park.. finish all the games there.. haha then at the indoor park sit on their boring things.. view around the indoor park.. then watch the motion master thingy.. very bored.. then went to shopping for frens present.. haha.. there gt k box.. but all malay songs de.. then at that corner gt many gangster... went to their ktv around 12++ i think.. the room they give is very big.. sing till siao.. drunk.. i quitted on drinking liao.. but that day all having beer.. so i have to drink lo.. haiz.. too long nv drink liao.. head hurts damn pain.. haiz.. then the last day we go for pool and shop again.. haha.. only brought cap for our own.. hehe.. pai seh.. my sentence all is come in a little a little de.. cos some things cannot say here.. haha.. then when came back to singapore went to meet venesa and alvin for coffee.. then back home at 4++am.. haha.. wake up at 2++pm today.. haha.. very tired.. hehe bye bye... ending here le

2006-09-11T19:03:00.000+08:00

wah siao dunno wad happen to my msn... siao lo.. cannot go in.. keep giving error... wah kau.. sian sian

2006-09-10T04:43:00.000+08:00

felt myself quite bad.. cos i actually promise my dad that i will go to his factory to help out on friday and sat.. but i was just too tired that i wake up too late.. in the end i nv go le.. i quitted my job.. haiz.. that job was not that bad at all.. though the pay is not much.. but happy ok liao.. i quitted cos.. haiz.. my fren was sick on that day.. haha.. but i dun feel like going alone.. very sian lo.. haha.. i think i not yet adapt to being alone in a new place.. haha.. somemore she oso feel like quitting.. so i quit lo.. just treat as free labour for that one day lo.. this afternoon actually wans to sleep whole day at home since nv go work... but in the end accompany axel and jiang nan to malaysia.. cos to pay the money for the trip.. we go in tour groups.. and axel said malaysia the tour thingy is cheaper.. so go there lo.. haiz.. nvm abt the bus and the hotel la.. can happy happy go happy happy come back can liao.. haha.. easy goes lucky ma.. if play jackpot sure win.. haha.. too bad i can't still under age.. may be axel will be going in haha.. next coming thursday will be our day to travel to genting highland.. 3 days 2 night.. sat back liao.. so fast.. haiz.. really hope can stay longer.. k la.. its 4.53am liao.. still not tired though.. but still nid to try to.. cos i nid more slp.. plan that i will not be sleeping in genting.. so that i can make full use of the time playing.. its been really a damn long time since i last visit..